surgery's done. wasn't that scary after all. was pretty enjoyable actually. esp the part where im under general anesthesia. i lost an hour of my life but all i felt was like less than a sec only.

for what i know, other than the cutting, they provided my with inhaling agent by plugging a tube into my nose. cos i wont be able to breathe on my own as i've alr lost consciousness.

all i have to say is, general anesthesia is 1 hella experience. imagining dying for 1hour and being revived. maybe my soul went to heaven for visiting for an hour... (so sure that i wont go to hell for a trip).

now can only eat soft food. had been eating porridge and macoroni. doc say cannot smoke and drink. i cannot keep my promise for the drinking part. cos im going 'offshore' this weekend. drinking is not-going-to-be-avoid.

have stitches at the four back corners of my gum where the wisdom teeth were located and a stitch at the bottom of my tongue. so, cannot eat the way i usually do, meaning no ruffles no big pieces of meat and no kissing =O unless somebody wanna taste my blood with my saliva. ....

doc: "blah-blah"

me: isit common to see ppl removing 9 teeth at 1 go?

doc: *in deep thoughts, no rare la.

doc: normally 6-8 only.

me: i feel kind of special =D


today went to watch suspect X. ok la, can watch. it has unexpected twist and brilliant sequence of event. somebody told me i could bang zirca's gate. reminds me of matt went clubbing then kana raid. and lyn stopped by the bouncer then her bf almost fought with the bouncing ball=bouncer.

i want to go see how's it like in dragonfly... all the costumers and the shooter boys. hahaha. ltr go in sell ka ceng (pigu) .. maybe still can see birds flying into the wrong nest =X

me still young, never see the world yet. that's why so shua gu, want go dragonfly.

dont touch my limit,
mr.worm

thinking blog might be good to use as a journal cause can private. but i thought abt it for awhile, maybe not. cos even if i private the blog, there are still ways that info on the blog might leak out. 1 of the way is.... google often cache all the pages on the web, meaning, it takes screen shot of web pages and allow online users to view it. for example, porn site that are censored by whoever, would still be viewable. and how i know? =X opps!

...... ......,
shermie

during BIG exam year, my former sch hired Adam Khoo's company to give us a few days of day-camp. each day camp lasted for 13hours and it ran throughout 3 days if im not wrong.

those that know me would have heard of me telling the 10$ story =D and in fact the note is still with me.

i had been thinking about the poker chip theory that our instructor taught us. for those who doesnt know what adam khoo's co. does, GO CHECK THE WEB.

the poker chip theory- the instructor aka war tank, made us visualize our level of confidence. as chips (gambling 1, not potatoe). so, at any event where the outcome is unknown, a certain level of confidence would be needed to execute the task.

for example- there is this chio bu there standing alone but u lack confidence to talk to her. that means u totally have no chance of jio-ing her. but if u took some chips and give it a try, maybe, just maybe, the lady who might had been recently ditched and was despo, then started talking to u too.

coda of the story is, the more chips u have, the more doors u have opened to u. but of course there are doors that are locked.


girls, use ur chips ... *wink


i always need those black colour trash bags to hold on to my chips =P, but there is this person who always blow up my bags, making me bankrupt.



let's do some patchwork,
Sherman

when to dentist today. those rubber bands were replaced by metal bands.
after that, when to dad' s office, help him packed his documents. there were 1 mountain of it. so proud of myself. took 2 days to 'erase' the mountain, heee.

just now, Abi gave a choco as late valentine's gift and we sat down and chit chat for a while. knowing me, less than 5mins, i finish the whole chocolate. quite nice.
the chocolates i mean. then i went jogging.
tmr gg jogging with dad and uncle sim.
but i alway replace more calories than i burnt.
now i remember, this afternoon, before gg to office, me and dad were at maxwell hawker centre. the "everyday" chicken rice was tasty. then when we were leaving, we saw uncle ah hee. then.....

ah hee uncle: cmon, let's sit down

dad: ok lor. i also can lim kopi

me: cin cai

ah hee uncle: eh sherman, u want mee siam?

me(after the chix rice) : ok lor

dad: tmd, u got so hungry meh

me: shit, say too fast.


hahahhahaha,,, dad must be jealous that i can eat so much now. while he has to keep track on his diet...

last weekend, he went to cruise's gym then, exercise until blackout....

on the car...

somebody; wa, exercise until liddat, he old liao le, dont ying ying lai

dad: zzz, i could i die so soon, i havnt see my son graduate yet.

me: after lil bro graduate, u can ann xim ki qiah liao.

just now went jogging then, saw a huge husky. it doesnt bark. it howls like a wolf. love it's howl.

ahhh wuuuuu,
shermie

happy total defence day aka (tdd)!! also, happy bday to aunty. zzz

me: when ur bday?

aunt: now lor.

me: wa, tdd ur bday ? so easy to rmb?

aunty: so easy to rmb u also forget.

me: no la, country come 1st ma. (+__+)

haha. i love the choco cheese cake, with cashew topping.!!. going to grow very very fat. (what's wrong with being fat?)

just now went to aoyang 'training'.. not consider training la. but still ok. the bad part is, i still suck at bball. need to improve. improve liao then got face join back the team! (i wouldnt say this if they are reading my blog.) super fun la. saw siying and so many faces that i didnt see for such a long time. i think i hurt my knee. the poking pain when i bend it.. we went to eat sushi buffet again... eat until quite full la. then we all go different way and then gather at HY's house again.

HY rebond his hair himself. Sean and me we dye hair... but my botak still cannot see the colour la.,, they all mature a lot liao. all doing different things. but luckily, we still have a bball to bond us together.

then after playing at HY's house, we went Tampines Mall. cos DL, not download ah..., want to see his future gf.... imagine 4 guys going out together... on valentine's day. gaaah. pretty fun though.

me: eh DL, we single, on V day. i alot of time liao

DL: i also. why not break this cycle?

me: ok lor.. next year?

DL: ok! must bring go out together leh.

me: haha, bring it on lor.

then at the same time, HY got a phone call from a girl and he when to a pub in Chinatown. ...

they said something and i wonder if it's true or not. let's say somebody went tru plastic surgery for a nose job, then when the person dye, the body will decompose and leave the nose there?

just came back from...from.. the vicinity. went to walk around with Abigail....zzz I HOPE I KNOW SOME GUY PEERS AROUND.


if we dont part...... ..... ......


all of u i miss, will be in my house,
Sherman

i forgot what i dreamt through out this morning but, i rmb the last part. i was eating a SUPER BIG sandwich. budden, halfway i woke up and i realise i was biting the edge of my pillow.!?

anw, today i started watching Elfen Lied that Chad had been mentioning along with Ed. 1 day, i finish the whole series =D, nothing to be proud of, 13episode nia~ just want to make Ph jealous. cos he cannot watch anime everyday like me ~_~

Elfen Lied. i could tell that the author try very hard to give the OST''s feeling. but it's ok-okly done. the thing is, there is only 1 male lead with so many leading females. and they look like children when they need to look like adults. my opinion la. and also. Lucy aka Nyu, she goes around killing ppl, it seems that she is killing without a very good reason. or when she dont kill this person, there isnt a reason~! or the reason is not strong enuff. but anyways. finish watching liao.

just now, when to sneak up on paradise kiss's OST. then it feels so good listening to it and i rmb all those nice part of the anime..!

something im happy about,
im going to join aoyang's training. i guess everybody has improve damn much.
i guess even Pb can shoot from 1 end of the court to the other =O

im afraid it's one-sided,
Sherman

i've more or less decided to go into Aeronautical & Aerospace Tech (AAT) . if dad gives just the slightest push for AAT, i would go in for sure. but if he pushes for the other, then too bad.

i saw the result of those graduates from aerospace related course, those doing well looks pretty awesome. im not sure for those who did not.

anyways, im sure that there would be people that scored single digit in whichever course im going. so, im not going to slacken. i need to ketchup. those guys had been getting good results all along. but this would be the start of me trying to attain good results for poly!! it's easy to say.

aiyo. it feels like that blog post i had for my resolution for O lvl result. tmd resolution stated 7points. but turn out to be x2, x3 kinda result. =.=

hee. it means that i couldnt keep up to my target. therefore. need to work harder~~!!!

i touch my heart and ask. why go aerospace related course? i would say. cos i like folding paper planes when i was young but those planes didnt fly high and i even resort to acceleration those paper planes by burning them. heee. so after this course, provided that dad wont deter me, I WILL MAKE GOOD PAPER PLANES and more... =D


alr imagining dealing with Rolls Royce engines,
sherman.

the 8 blue colored bands that the dentist placed on my tooth makes my gum feel "blue-blacked".

that's not the worst. the worst part is when i was eating those crunchy stuffs... today's sakae new record. 4 ppl, 70plus plates!! we only ate 2 out of the 4 entitled red plates.. GW and Chad was playing Dissidia all along. but they ate quite a lot too. Nic at 1st start slowly... say " wait wait, later i eat." after that he start eating like crazy. then the GW also dont why, go and click on the order menu and ordered lots of stuff. ok la. all can finish. BUT, he!! go and order the natto... and i thought it was shellfish's meat. then when i pull the sushi up, i saw all the sticky and slimy thing. i thought it's supppose to be that way. then when i put in my mouth, i spit everything out...*wasting food. and after 1hour or so? Chad, ate the other 1.


after that, went Borders and GW went " this place need to be boarder..." and went Kino soon after. Chad browsed around like pro liddat. keep talking about manga this manga that. honestly, i know little of what he said. then went to buy bag with Nic. but. didnt even buy a thing then go home alr. all of them good boy good boy 1. all need to be home early for dinner... but there's nothing wrong la. the sushi just finished digesting =D

flocked with different birds,
shermie

i nearly forgot.

the surgery is going to extract NINE tooth.

doc: when would you like to have the surgery?

dad: when are the avail slots?

doc: tmr and 25 of feb.

me: wtf? tmr? ok lor. since doing, why not tmr. (trying to be daring)

dad: but u have a sch talk on the next day after tmr.

me (inner thoughts) : heng~~

me: aiyo. so unlucky. ok lor drag abit.

but. still have to cut. sian la. anyways gratz GW get into NYP. stupid guy (gw), call me and want to prank said " haiz. wtf i cannot go poly, appeal until SRJC." want to do my 30points trick ah. =.= . 1000 years later ba.

got a few pieces of paper with advise and what to expect during the operation. and there are 2 lines that gave birth butterflies. i use agaration to type out. first 1 is - the use of the whatever drug to numb you could cause ,rare cases of ,death. second- during the op, at any time necessary, we have white car (ambulance in canto) to ferry you to GH.... last but not least, the risk of the opt. it might cause numbness that has no cure. due to the ingury of the nerves. zzz i doont want to kiss without feeling. or end up kana kiss but idk bout it. but anyways... the chances are low. so the doc said

doc 1: the % of risk is 1%

doc 2: it's like crossing the road. there is risk.

me to my dad : daddy. i crossed the road more than 100 times. but not even 1 time kana ...

dad: OI, dont say such things...

... btw and anw,, the risk is almost the same as losing sensation of the tongue, lips, chin and basically lower jaw as removing wisdom tooth. so, there is nothing to be worried about.

naan deh mo nai!!!

tmr gg sushi-killing spree with gw and chad. hahahahahahah~~~~~~

was sleeping so soundly on the bus. until a guy, knock the chair im leaning on.

after disembarking Virgo, we went for lunch at kam boat and sent the rest back while i had movie with dad. Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. had high expectations for that film. but it turn out to be okok only. only the transformation of the werewolves were cool. see them skining their enemy and all the gruesome stuffs.

im drooling for The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons and Watchmen!!!
and not to forget, Angels & Demons.

alr know where and what course im taking for my post-secondary life. Aeronautical & Aerospace Technology at NYP. which means, schooling life is gonna come back real soon. i think it would be in 1month's time?

seriously, i hadnt dreamt or imagined that i would get into aero stuff. since i have got into the course, why not try hard and see what's interestingly lying ahead =D

in the future, after i acquire plane construction (if) - i will build my own air ticket.

i guess when i reached that stage, i would rather buy a ticket instead. haaha. hmmm wonder if this course is more of physics, cos it's engineering and im better in physics. ahahaha.

why think so hard what's ahead? if i could predict what's going to happen, how could it be anymore fun?

but there is this 1 thing my dad "predicted" (more like made it happen) to me. THE SURGURY!!!!!!!!!!!! zzzzzzz cant help but th think it like im lying on a butcher's table and hear the sharpening of his blade and then, slice through me.

i need to treat myself better this few weeks. in case, just before the operation, this would be my LAST few weeks.
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you got that something, i think you'll understand. when i say that something, i wanna hold your hand~~~~

@@ Beatles- I Want to Hold Your Hand


love this song,
Mr.Worm