this cannot be. i couldn't imagine that this is true. after today's orientation, i had and still having a traumatic shock of my life....

cos my class DOESN'T HAVE GIRLS only have girl!!!!
1 girl only.... pathetic 1... 1.1.1.1.1.1.1.1....

damn, all the guys in my class can be a loyal boyfriend and all their girlfriends can have a piece of mind. needless to worry abt their dear boys fooling around... it's miserable... life without flower but just patches of grass.

anyways, made quite a few friends, meeting them to go to sch together cos live near each other. so 1 of them said "ehh, we lunch time must go business course de side to eat."
sherman's explaination - there are many girls in business course.
hahaha

just called Edmund to talk ask him some anime stuff. and im sad after hearing what he said. i asked him abt Toradora's OVA and he told me it's a hoax. some where in my mind, im in denial of what he said. why am i having so much feeling for anime? course i just love it. that's why.

but im happy still. cos i and ed always bricker over things and didnt like each other. but looks like after this long holiday, alot of us grew up and are less kodomoish (childish).. he claim to be very busy in his jc life... so. me-the-good guy is going to organize an outing!!

so we talk abt dory. hearing that she is very hard working. hope we get to see each other some how and hmmm bring-back-to-life those nostalgic feelings we had while we hang out in group. chad, hw, ed, kj and blah blah...

DAMN it's happy and sad and sad and happy. my "feeling mixer" is haywired.

i'll use 2 songs to do the ending for this nostalgia

graduation by vitamin c
&
其实还爱你 by ah xin (if im not wrong)

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when i was on my way home, i saw yx on the bus i was taking. and she asked me to swim so i went lor. so she told me that she want to digest her dinner cos she is going back to eat the dinner her mum cooked... i hear liao think, tmd ....

so swim liao i shower and when to buy 300g of minced meat to cook noodle with 2 eggs. the taste is, 1 of the best...

talking abt my neighbour, reminds me of that day, abigail. that day i saw her at the bus stop and happen to take the same bus. she was with her friends. so when we were boarding the bus, she started kicking me. something she always do when she sees me. that moment, i snapped and scolded her on the bus. after scolding her, i feel damn good =D then she sent a sms to say she was sorry.. -.- what a way to say sorry. but im not that petty anyway..

inner feelings* if i wasn't petty how come today still rmb what she did? *clench fist

then 1 of her boy friends said " eh, dont stare at that guy scary" or something liddat forgot what he said. bloody hell. i was rewinding the good feeling after scolding her and didnt act to it. though it wasnt necessary. if i had 1 more chance just to replay the scene like a cassette, and if there's nothing else to worry about, i'll make sure i make him choke on what he said. zetai! (definitely)

p.s: dont talk my words for real.


it's still haywired