i looked at some of my previous posts and recall things that i would never thought of if i hadn't read them. which means its not a bad idea to have dailies occurring blogged like writing journal. actually it was reading other people blogs that got me carry on with this ranting which i had done before.

anyways.

i logged into facebook's news feed and saw posting of people receiving scholarship from local universities and peers that start complaining about the adult fare as they move on from their JCs education. then i look at their faces and recall the impression i had of them as it was almost vague and i recall the times in secondary school i look at them working hard and knew i would be doing this someday reading of how far they have gone. sucky rite eh. but kudos to their hardwork.

just so i put it up,

right now is the moment the poly would say "nothing" if i were to refer poly as a her. calm before the arising storm. and lemme elaborate on the storm. the semester 2 final sem examination is coming, which would mark the end of our second year. (which i have least stress with dealing with and why?) because im not those that work for distinction or high score. hahaha. B grades are fine. as to why i am not aiming for the stars in academic is because, point to point tru studying, i have those kind of motivation that rushes my every sense to get perfection or high grade but y'know what, this kinda feeling only last for 5mins, at most 1 day, hahaha. then after this wave (storm), would be a 4 weeks earlier return to school from holidays for 3rd year final year project instruction prior to the leaving for beijing for final year project in april. not to mention i booked my driving test(should be easy) for march. so the beijing trip is going to span over 6 weeks, cooling weather and idontknowwhatelsetoexpect. after that would be 2 weeks left for submission of fyp. and then would be attachment to industry and blah blah blah. alright let u have a rough idea of wad the f is fyp, basically it is to build a plane. wtf build a plane? o:
(currently listening to my sister ranting about 3rd day of sec 5 school reopen) no doubt i want to perform in my fyp and do a "BOOM" hahaha. that achievements are hardwork, before hardwork were plans, before plans are dreams. im at the dreaming stage.

so what my dream (regarding FYP) is?

a UAV, unmanned aerial vehicle, sole purpose of stealth surveillance. it's design integrity must allow it to last a cetain duration in the sky, capture images/information and most importantly without being spotted. thats why i stress STEALTH. invisible eyes in the sky. how shall my eyes look like? they way it looks like would compliment its every purpose. DESIGN (SHAPE, STRUCTURE,AERODYNAMICS), HARDWARES(SERVOS, CAMS). im guess the expectation of the teacher to be, after hearing teacher say:"it would be good if it can remain in flight for couple of seconds", quite unexpecting...

IM SO GOING TO BUILD A PLANE
P.S: plane that can't carry anybody.


before clicking publish post, i would like to type some about Incest & Rape.
sounds like good it it were a movie title eh? but no. its about abortion.

incest sounds like incense, the kim zhua, it (incest) refers to intercourse between blood related male and female. for example sex among cousins, parent and child, relative uncle, auntie and what ever u can think of or ever thought of. also not forget to mention, incest is sometime result of raping among relatives. the result of incest from the giving birth wise is said to be avoided because there is high chance for defectives on the child. and if ever anybody were to relate the child to its parents, it would make a awkward scene. So the proposal to avoid a suffering child and family disputes would be abortion. have you had an incest-ed intercourse? If you were in the position of the the mother of the child of such a relationship facing those consequences for the rest of ur and child's life, is it right or wrong to have an abortion? you tell me. Thank You.

aye. time to end.