i got the big note from my dad today. First time.

looking forward to this saturday. straight cut fries and sotong balls might sound basic but at 15minutes in Lasalle, they can fill ur empty stomach with great satisfactory. the kitchen of the restaurant changed hand to new chefs after i left waitering there. i tried the new chef's preparation of the menu for the pastas, they were not as good as before. ANYWAYs

finish watching 500 days of summer, feel so much related to the plot of the story. daily life things going on. piece of life movie! the ending left an impact. ****spoiler alert****** "Im Autumn" (okay maybe u read too fast) haha..

cheers
SHERMAN

wohoho blogging frequency going up. comfortably lying down with a stomach full of food. dad came back from 1 and a half week of holiday (3-4days in manila and a week of diving). brought us to changi to visit the old punggol seafood restaurant that shifted from punggol end beach corner to punggol marina and then finally settle down at changi. Choon Seng, the name of the restaurant that started off as a coffee shop. its a standalone old shop house on its own and with a signboard with a small car park at its front porch area, well furnished classical shop house with old feel. quite ulu and people only know the shop tru words of mouth. no special advertisement or any sort to create awareness, just its signboard cultivated over a very long time that people remember. (after listening and reading stories) they started selling mee goreng and other specialties in a coffee shop where our preceding generation at our age would visit. especially of its past location, it would be affordable to youngsters who are most often the ones crowding the beach. which means it was cheap good food available to everybody. but after decades and till now, its a restaurant that not all the same old people can visit without having to spend extra to dine in there for their favourite teenage-years food. now its expensive food. well not that i didnt like the food, but the evolution of their shop is not something that i like seeing. i guess its all because of the changing of hands when the previous owner decided to leave it to the next current owner. the taste of the recipe comes with a price tag. why can't all good food be shared without a price... well. i feel tasked to state that fine dining is not good food. if i were in the position to decide, i would let the whole world have free good food. i bloody hell should have been a cook, maybe i can do part time at home. hahaha really like cooking for people. cookingworm, sherman

here's a list of things im going to get and achieve over time.

house with minimum rubbish of mine (throw and pack)
-worksheet in the past
-paper, keepsake item

sound and comp stuff
-earpiece
-sound set
-hard-disk

wardrobe
-clear stuff for salvation army
-get proper pyjamas for sleeping
-new rack of underpants (there's a theory i have about underpants)
-arrangment of clothings
-shoe, socks, belt
-sport apparel

other wadnots
-fred perry umbrella (forseeing it to be a gift from somebody)
-stocking liqour, rosemount chardonnay and a german riesling
-fishing gear (style : without fishing rod)
-phone(music+call+msg+sleek and very thin)
++__++ most imptly, i want to accomplish more outta my day and make lesser time feeling tired..

slacking on my bed, falling asleep with wet hair. tmr morning, cut my nails (task_1)

goodnight
misses

song- Hold it Against Me

sounds retro like those skating rink with a disco ball and the bass like clubs nowadays. mild heart broken lyrics and bit of need-an-urban-escape with rocketing beats.

1st time i listened to it, i toss it to 1 corner like i was never going to listen it again..
but today in lab, heard it over the online radio and find it quite nice.

as for lab stuff, i wrote the program for simulation of a projectile (particle). why mention particle? because if it were a rigid body, it would have 6 degree of freedom being 3 translational and 3 rotational. that means particle is the simpliest followed by planar simulation (2 translational + 1 rotational).. ohwell,, forget about school work. *TOSS*

bloody hell. im so tired.......................................................................................and after i shower i can't sleep. maybe i shouldnt shower and go to sleep right away. if i dont shower, would you hold it against me? hahaha... tmr morning im going to get a mac breakfast, see my s.v and present my work, find a cosy spot and nap. need to juggle with tmr's schedule. tho end early(5.30pm), i need to be in mbs at 6pm... probabily got to tahbao some food and eat in the lab around 4plus..

waiting for the 2 bathroom to empty, 1 maid, 1 sister... =O

i really want to be along a nice shore, warm setting sun, sea salted breeze and feeling light headed from some wine . snacking on sushi ^0^ catch a 1-2hour nap before the sun goes down. #_# close my eyes and imagine like its happening. @_@ im a person of make-believe.

cheers(bathroom's vacant)
sherman

Moby Dick
Wuthering Heights
the name of these 2 books had appeared quite a few times and never was there a situation that it appeared in way i could get it.

right now, im my lab staring at the guy diagonally infront of me playing some plant and zombie game on facebook.. which reminds me of why i ate more correct and tomatoes. because, my eyesight is getting poor, by feeling my current vision and my sight in the past. HD tv losing a few cords causing some flake. Hope i dont sound like i dont know why this is happening...its all late dark night with the computer... looking at msg of the phone from ppl in the middle of the night,, not that im easy to wake but just wasnt asleep.

dont want to talk about school stuff...

people ask me what i have planned in mind for my future and most of the time i have a pretty good idea of what i want and told them. in response, they tell me what they have installed for themselves. which caught my attention that girls' career pathing often has the problem of remaining "diversible". it means to be able to diversify into other specialization... but there was this person that did what she like.

alright need to go do some serious work. simulation code failing T_T

status: bloody tired
mood: happy because i like the people i working with and i just ended work.

alright, everybody knows there's a earthquake in japan and leaves a gentle, mild reminder to the much speculated 2012. could it be the sign?? it would be beyond the realm of human understanding to answer that... i despise those that click onto a facebook page and like it and post this and share that, to a certain number of "likes" a certain amount of "being shared". i mean. wtf are you trying to get out of this.

first for the creator. creating publicity out of other's tragedy?

second for the likers and sharers. ease of conscious that you did a mininum effort to relief them? THEN U ARE FUCKING RETARDED. BECAUSE U HAVE DONE NOTHING FOR THEM. except doing much help to the creator of the page...."my dear god pleas. jap.... and this and that..." what? even now god uses facebook?

well. no offence. that's my perspective. respect. just they way i respect those likers in silent despise. as for my frens among this pool of people, i dont despise you. because you guys are exception, for being my fren.

oh btw, you "liked" the "japan earthquake disaster" ?

!@#$%^&*,
Sherman.

weeeeeee,,,,, i got my project assigned. which im indeed...very reluctant to assume to... the initial idea which i had was to build a plane. which i didnt get because of a slip of my mind to submit my proposal.. and as slippery as my mind is.. brb teacher is here to carry on briefing..


oh well. not as reluctant as before! my project requires intensive c programming which i like :O not so sure if i'll be saying the same thing after couple of weeks. Project requires to build a flight simulator for actual flight situation, only a simple version of it. This is the part that makes me very sad..its a deep personal loss i feel that we are not able to build a complete version of it and be the proud rightful owner of what we accomplished. sigh..

and knowing that the completed work would be passed on the later batch to further work on it. WHICH i greatly believe they wont give a damn thing about my hardwork. Like water rushing down a gorge nobody visits, aroma that's not appreciated and the workpiece i created out of my worthiness which then on passed onto numbskulls.... DANG.

dammit mannn.. how impressive my teacher can be with my work. i really ponder. All the more i have to make an outstanding workpiece. now i got a dilemma between work and school work. gotta juggle without the approval of local authorities...

cheers..
dreadful kahhh

just before going to the optician followed by work. im struck by this profound sense of boredom with my laptop which is usually my escapades from reality to the unlimited boundaries of virtual space.

last night was officially the 1st day dressed working day. AND THE JOB IS BLOODLY GOOD PAID AND EASY!!!! except for a few guest that were being tough nuts to crack. the pay, from my perspective, is a pretty rewarding 1.

on the way to gain proficiency to drive the 2 cars that are parked outside my house (parent's car), extra $ from work to pay off the license myself. Gonna be pretty occupied with school work soon, which would be a breeze for me (not that im genius, but just shortcuting it) and assuming work duty after class. Instead of rotting the time off, spending my time sensibly like this would earn me the medal of "Sensible".

Sequence of event starting to happen in an order I never expected, which is very much favourable for me.

Life is pretty good looking from here on.

久未放晴的天空, 指的是脑海里想起你是的心情。u could be right that its all in the mind. but whichever it is....,依旧留着你的笑容是我遗憾没做到的事，在我看不到你的映像时，至少能留连你开心的情景。カメラのちから could have capture it all. 哭过却无法掩埋歉疚.... 对你给的爱像风筝在阴天搁浅。对你的~想念还在等待救援，只有你能完完全全的实现。我拉着线复习你给的温柔，害怕微薄的线随时断裂。在人群中的欢乐和疯狂时没法藏去对你的遗憾而暴晒在一旁的寂寞，surely the good times didnt pass in vain. 笑我给不起承诺, pity i can't promise Forever but only Tomorrow.
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我，it happened when i was on the train back 'home', I was madly happy. but it was back then.

我只能永远读着对白, as of the scene i pictured, from the stupidest to the most out-of the-world idea.
读到我给你的伤害我原谅不了我. 我内心急着给你的解脱令我说“就请你当作我已不在”and when i got back my clear mind of good senses, 我睁开双眼看着空白感到极度的空虚。回忆我忘记你对我的期待，i didn't mean to...no good reason is to excuse this.
到了最后读完了你对我的依赖。始终恨心下来对你说“我很快就离开”

gosh. it's actually a song i listened to. broke up the lyrics and added personal stuff. so if u dont know they song, u dont know which is the personal part!

cheers,
sherman

today was a fantastic day. End of papers and meeting somebody i nvr knew i would have such a great time with. Not letting words under rate the day, shall turn in to have a goodnight.



goodluck with rehearsals and i buck up at work.



molten chocolate and a bar of reese. it all happen after 127 hours and walk along the wavehouse