Sher

2012-02-07T16:43:00.003+08:00

TODAY IS 7TH OF FEB 2012.

DEAR SHERMAN,

YOU WERE GOING TO DO SOMETHING VERY DUMB. PLEASE DO NOT DO IT AGAIN.

the caps were to make it louder more impactful.
Your better you.

2012-02-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

i like to blank out and dig deep into the back of my head to round up what stuff i have to get done in the week. sometimes i put them in my memory palace. its the last mile of poly.

tmr study - reliability & failure analysis AND aerospace proj. to prep for thur & fri small tests

i'll like a light pink tee with a blue lion printed on the front. like the one mick jagger wore at san siro!

gg to backpack with friends. start from thailand's bangkok, after thailand will be cambodia and followed by vietnam. well. that's the idea for now, need to plan which areas of the country to visit via lonely planet? transportation from one country to another. gg to travel light n really enjoy thinking what to bring and if i start thinking so early, chances are im gg to mindpack a big trunk of stuff. anyhow, im sure to buy a bottle or two from the dfs and bring it along with me and an empty bag. gg to buy along i roam. im gg to go in debt for this trip and it would be worthy. dont keep hopes high first. come back then tell more stories.

wooohooo like T.H.E

do i look like im ready for some big semestral examination? NOOO duhh.

we want so much but not willing to spend the same amount of time.
and i give a thought about what i dont have...
then i realize i can do anything. (*how so?)

so if i wanna backpack, im gonna go!

we now are at our peak of our freedom, with so much freedom but so little money
and so much time but so little courage to spend time with ppl we crush
with so much talking but barely any action

people ard me makes me think that way...

talking about (*how so?)

money - can work
time - we can always push everything aside and walkaway
tell me what i cant do with money and time?
opps i forgot the most impt!
passion and guts (balls!)

whoever ppl, as anonymous or whatever, go to the cbox and post me a question. challenge you face or whatever with a question mark at the end of the post in the cbox. (if there are any readers ~~~~ *depressssss to find out.*)

with hope to light up the cbox.

2012-02-05T04:12:00.003+08:00

dear friend,

our first contact was dota, before we knew each other from the contact lens job...lol,, in the game, they called u cr and i jokingly asked "crunchyroll"? thanks for being there, well not all the time, when i needed bro-mance. LOL fucking gay you mei you... happy birthday la, although didnt really do much, and since u are sick, hope u get well soon and may ur wishes come true through work and determination~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

any other things, leave it for another day.

2012-01-31T23:59:00.003+08:00

I just erased my cny trip round up that i wanted to post...not in the mood. next time.

"boy needs a girl when his life is a mess, like a queen protecting the king in a chess game." - some pretty pretty quote on the net. caught my attention.

i bet there is some reason why the quote is not " boy needs a girlfriend when his life is a mess, like a ....."

been frying my head with lots of inputs, an example would be quotes like ^,

and....

“Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.” - Einstein.

but he is wrong!

fish memory = 1 - 1.5 sec. therefore not equal to believing that it is stupid for its whole life! only few sec.. Unless the fish is constantly judged to climb a tree. And whichever living thing that would do that will really be stupid! Could Albert be that living thing?! mean no disrespect.. revere einstein... just an act of desperation to proof his theory in this quote wrong!! who am i kidding..lol

writing report took its toll on me.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhvhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhha

2012-01-20T02:53:00.002+08:00

like to drop a post at the airport terminal.

been bothering me the whole day.

u lived.......

^ 20 jan (drafted at the airport computer terminals)

\/ (30 jan) now

i forgotten what i was trying to "blurt" out, crazy about no time to put up post. will put up a lengthy post if i were free. better get back to work. 4 more weeks left till end of poly. been a breeze~

2012-01-19T00:02:00.003+08:00

will be in school for lesson in 13hours
will be joining the, some call it clique, some call it usuals, i call it GANG, for gangeunion dinner. in 18hours
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will be leaving for china in 24 hours from now..
wil....
will be....
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in china
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until ten days later, i will be back.

the last time i received smth from u, after a very long time not talking, was by post. the pairs of earrings u made. now that is been 2months since we talked. i wonder u want to see me or simply return things to me. because the former, i get to see u, and latter i get to see ur address on a parcel with a stamp.

barney would ask me to stay away from you. hahaha
press alt + space + C after reading would make u visit this blog twice.
dont believe? try. alt+space+C

fuck the SOPA nonsense btw. dont thumbs up. give it a finger.

2012-01-10T23:40:00.002+08:00

like never show off i got my driver's license eh? first time pass yknow. okok.

few cars tht i dont wanna forget
Austin 1300
Austin Mini &
Mitsuoka Orochi

girl kiss 2 guys - slut
guy bang 5 girls - legend

you know why? cos no girl would wanna be labelled "slut" and a guy being able to make 5 girls pick up the "slut" label is, well of course, legend.
(just a casual comment i saw today and my twisted explanation.)

The Way I Are

Miami 2 Ibiza

Welcome to St. Tropez

some song with nice mix.

ciaos

2012-01-08T23:21:00.003+08:00

saw clips and articles about people living with lions. such fierce animal living in peace with people and stay in the house like a domestic pet. fancy walking a pet lion?

can't really swim well and quite not safe to leave me alone in the sea. what a shame, knowing my grandpa had a kelong and most of his sons were like Poseidon if he were Zeus. Quite interested in sailing out to the sea on my own yacht, anchor slightly off sg coastal line and fish, chill, bbq and party D:... yatch not exp, but parking and fuel is scarily expensive (easily 20 times more than a car). If were to choose yacht over a car, i would! Wally Power 118 would be some hot stuff to ride in.

yacht would be named "Voila-Eve". problem, pronounced "york" or "yatch" ?

is it too late for new year resolutions...since resolutions are things that are hard to come by, no problem having abit too much of fascination eh.

this morning after some midnight steamboat, had to chauffeur grandpa with uncle around to buy some stuff and have lunch. was at the supermarket and was so natural that i started people watching and disinterested in any other things in the mart. since the mart is where every family have to go, makes it a place where u could tell what kind of family a person come from from their accompany. like, woman alone, man alone, family with or w/o grans. made me wonder what kind i would make.

play game, watch tv on free sunday? or
go buy grocery? or
meet up for some sporty stuff like golf? or
sleep until noon? or
any others u can list.

Knn alright come some angst of the week %^&*

it's missing

i say liao u take it like i never say

my temper, why u so short and bumpy

ur attitude, u think i cannot see isit

i dont like pushy people

car, why u injured

soooo fucgst
well, not like i would set anybody on fire for anything. it's all good. peace

HOW ABT SOME SWEETSPOT

why u two drink finish my ice lemon teh

found inquisitive

it's missing

money cannot run out O:

a few others with a sprinkle of "not telling"

cheers

Pardon My Swag Vol. 1 - 18.25

think i hit a snag this time. how the hand is played is crucial. not the mentalist, not the straight forward one and definitely not the one thinking straight. give gravity a tilt and all shall fall into place where it should and would be.

the loved can look loveless

the rich can look shabby

the rmbed can look forgotten

Voila-Eve
take all these away ~

someday i will look back and laugh these.

future sherman, i assure u. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedorothy

2012-01-03T01:03:00.002+08:00

WARNING

before you start reading...

play "Tornado" - Steve Aoki.

new year resolution. cmon be realistic. im gonna do what im gonna do~

"To be is to do" - some famous guy
"To do is to be" - another famous guy
"Do Be Do Be Do Be Dooo" - Scooby Doo

Some juice from 9gag to give feel of what im talking abt. Doggie Style

I love/enjoy writing journal during primary/sec school where i could impress my teacher what i did over the week. Those were some of my fav homework, journal i meant to write, read it someday and slurp on nostalgia. This blog is more like the real deal, from whenever it was that i pumped in my first post, this is the journal i never meant to create. hahahaha.

Thoughts werent given, now it is here and pleasure is all mine.

This fictitious the inspire the entire species of men to being a REAL man.
"When i get sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead" - Barney Stinson
well, dont get me started.

Been quite a good time. Lazy to paint the picture with thousands of words. Got pictures also lazy to upload. If i had taken down all the awesomic moments of this while had been, it would be AWESOME, a collage of 20....wait for it.....12! @.@

right now i just wanna go drive with the windows wind down and drift through the lonesome night of many who mark the end of their holiday. lucky me, classes cancelled. but,,,but.... idk how it happen....le wild sms came and reminded me of homework i dont rmb i was assigned..

2011-12-23T00:24:00.002+08:00

sibei jialat.

still cannot let go... i had this strong urge not to go down clubbing last night and in the end, i got home and chill. only to know that you were there that night. im whining about missing the chance to see u by coincidence. but am happy that i wouldnt have to be awkward happy knowing u were within my conscious zone. prolly not gonna handle it well if i saw you. so what if i cannot take it, not like it matters to you..

peace out

2011-12-11T04:07:00.001+08:00

what?

it doesnt matter anymore.

as long as the smile is there.

i suppose its okay.

2011-12-11T03:51:00.003+08:00

yeah i know. "i know"? guys say that alot. even me...

sucks. how i wish it would be like the story lines of movies/animes/ or whatever that's fictitious i guess. so what even i... well. 2/3 years. i can.... but if its otherwise you wish, there's nth i can do but bluff, cheat, lie, suppress and do whatever it takes to come to it... emo? no. just a lil like isaac mendez maybe? lol....no! lol yes im drunk. when i look at this, i would say "i was drunk", and no matter how drunk, how stupid it gotten, ridiculous it gets, it, at this moment and from that day on, yes... and it always will. i think of how not strong im and forgot how not weak im. i''ll change. indefinitely. i just wanna rant it out. dont bother me with it. but... idk. u made me strong and u brought me to my weakest. will cope it somehow. emo? no. miss you? yes. grrrr.

wanna know how much is there left.
since its ur very wish to empty everything.
do it like u have the upper hand.
but if u dont, u are hurting somebody.
...................ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

something i heard from somebody.

"so what?" i'll be saying it to whoever! when i have the upper hand.. and be more ruthless than anybody. u dont dare to admit u hit me. if i find u, i make sure you wish u were never born. well, im not gonna find u bastard.

me.

2011-10-30T23:36:00.003+08:00

hello, today is lion king's last show in singapore. cant help to miss it a lil. like finish watching a drama and the actors and actresses have been part of ur life for months. haha. hope they have fun at movida!

oh well,
goodnight

Your paradise

2011-07-15T18:26:00.001+08:00

Have completed 6weeks of attachment and 6more to go.. Not getting enough sleep because of it.. Sooooo i have been longing for this redang trip that im on my way for. Running late for the check in. Wish me luck. Eva prolly wont. We got, back, together after a surprising amount of time past us. Story of her and i. Remains hers and mine. Not for blogger views haha. To be honest. Im happy that after so long and this whole r/s experience with her. Trust me, it wasnt that nice tru out..pretty void inbetween. Uhhh no more story u all to read! A lil more,,, just got back together and Im away for the weekend. Best bf ever award! make it up to her some how.. (hehe) forgotten to do my report for the week... Monday come back then do. Just run away for the weekend and meet You when Im back, okay?

Owh!
Animal-Neon Tree.

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voodoo curse

2011-07-07T08:04:00.001+08:00

Installed an app that can blog with my phone now.. Suffering from electronics breakdown depression..phone, cannot type full symbol, contacts joined are unjoined after Facebook relog, restart phone to receive mms, cache form not able to reset for phone's default program, 3G not stable, no auto check of contact for similar number entered(msg receipient is able to do it), message notification icon remain after reading the msg without toggling from other spot of the phone( hard to explain), no message count like x10 !, camera has this blending effect (prolly the emorax shit that they are using as a selling point..oh yes, some thing call EmoraX!?), call log is not friendly to use...tell me how many hours ago i make the call for fk? HAVE TO PRESS SO MANY BUTTON TO SEE THE EXACT TIMING?! I can carry on....the phone itself is innocent..its the.makers fault. SONY ERICSSON XPERIA ARC..ggood or bad? YOU TELL ME. anddd xperia play is cheaper.. Oh well. At least it allows me to finish this blog. Pathetic phone....iphone could be better T_T laptop is also fk up. Fujitsu btw, if you want to know what brand to avoid... All this look-like-japanese brands are lousy...can really be from jap. Or just my misconception. Anyway, lousy... Change phone, not quite practical, go their shop see what can be done. Laptop huh, save money buy new one. Use two years plus plus alr...enough alr. Not because i got money, its because the machine isnt gonna last.. >:( i want a geek(computer geniuses) to save my world!? Somebody like Leonard holfstaler .. These werent what i wanted to blog...nomood cos of these electronics incapabilities.. Oh well. Im over it. Bye

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2011-07-03T21:23:00.002+08:00

heh, long time no blog, tot close down alr! I have a very nice piece of going-to-be-finished cheesecake in my fridge. Cant say the two word enough. Thank You (: And I challenge ur creation with my Sherman-style cheesecake the next time. hehe.

Thanks cr for the night at cine with me.. owe u de money soon will return. one week! Asahi win Heineken, no doubt. haha. Sooo funny with the girl outside used-to-be-volt.a store. chua sai ttm. And hor, u really should challenge me that night !@#$%^. Sure tio, nvr tio still gain exp!

zec, let it go liao hor?!. its being insane to do the same thing bloody over again and again hoping for a different outcome. Two more weeks, we go cruise. redang trip. most prolly confirm alr. let's have boys night on the sea! I really need it..

A tray of cooked sausages, bottle of strawberry milk and packet of oreo. My supper for the night ;) Cooking is really therapeutic i feel. I like eating ^^, and i eat while i cook. Compliment each other right. Goal is to cook a awesome plate of chinese style crab dish. But slowly la.. get familiar with the ingredients by cooking small stuff and baking. Ever im bugged, i'll go to the supermarket to buy groceries (retail therapy), chopping and dicing (destroy!!) and cooking/oven the things (self achievement).. patent this and start a cooking therapy salon...

okayokay... okay....

something

2011-06-17T07:11:00.000+08:00

Nice.. Was doubtful that my phone wasnt capable of blogging, nw it know its not true!!

2011-06-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

hahaha, if u (yes, you only. p.s: dont think too much if its not you.) thinking why the pw cannot login, cos i changed it alr !! hahaha.. but its by accident that i changed it.. smth like youtube and google account. not on purpose one haha.

today took btt. sit infront of the comp stare and used up almost all of the time. sit there stone and do. do and stone. lethargic and fatigue from previous night. after completion, didnt dare to submit straight away. thought abt eva's story about smbdy that failed btt. and she said something like "you better dont fail hor"..was kinda motivating...hahaha. piece of advise. if you are taking btt, just study the book 2hours before the test. you should do fine. provided you have average IQ.

this few years would pretty much carve my stepping stone of my career, foundation or realize which path i would be gg into. heard from different walks of life. interesting ones, hardworking ones, depleted ones and still more to come. what would my walk be? this feels like the defining period of me. OOOOkay, end of the plan plan-sherman

so lazy to do anything. planned to jog. but hehe... too big a bum to move. been feeling some spikey pain in my chest. not heart broken ah. think its some... idk.... round it up, lack sleep, lack exercise. and too much food.. some ppl out there no food eat. i complain got too much food. -.- well enjoy la okay..i enjoy while eating. complain when feeling bloated.. next week, monday-jog 1hour, wed-cycle?, friday-jog 1 hour.. at least got a plan lah, see can stick to it anot. last time i jog was....april? okay end of reflect reflect-sherman

this 2 weeks of attachment so far was pretty rewarding. the people met, the things learnt, the things tried, the things heard, the things..and so many things. its not totally like total fantastic but its on a whole alot more and better than what i imagined. rmb i said im lazy? so im not gg to elaborate. hahaha, been trying to rmb stuff from day to day. like stuff to do and stuff to check on. feel like my hard disk gg max out. for example. while dealing with some turbine blade, some information about the forming of the turbine blade was being shared. like the technique and method. will try to rmb to research on it . cos foreign to it and interested... imagine so many stuff gg through the day. how much stuff is there to rmb. soooo please dont be disappointed if i've forgotten anything u said okay? hahaha.. i have a notebook in place as prevention alr. but still, things slip. okay enough of what-sherman-has-done

ranted
shared
reflected
elaborated - not
tired? ------ yes! (sake's fault)
oh! not to forget. Had some authentic japanese food today,. half of the customers were japanses, and they only serve regular customers.. owned by japanese too.. its in a building and 1 corner. magical! sorry, im too sleepy to tell u more. nice food kinda fills my soul. good drinks kinda help me hit my sleep quota. early day tmr...

CIAOS!
sherman

2011-05-22T02:56:00.002+08:00

HOW COULD YOU JUST ASK HERE LIKE THIS!

anws

im sulking,

im tired

im restless

im an insomniac tonight

im staring at my tv (which also is my comp's monitor)

2011-05-21T23:12:00.001+08:00

HI!!!! WHAT YOU BUY FOR ME YO!

2011-05-20T22:38:00.002+08:00

being back to home is nice.

being back from beijing after 6 weeks makes me feel lost.

being back and feeling lost makes me annoy ppl

being back....im tired

being back....should have this should have that

here im... being back.

2011-05-15T00:47:00.002+08:00

hahaha... gina gina, dont think i didnt catch what you did. well. i dont mind actually.

well..., tonight i offed my comp and went to sleep. but then i woke up to switch on my comp to leave a blog post...cos i can't sleep. not at peace with myself. D:

bj trip has been fun so far. but em well...., #$%^&^%$#@#$

dammit. the corridor is so noisy but im not in a good position to have them quiet down cos most of the time im the one creating noise in the corridor!

grouchy kaaah!!!

2011-05-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Panda yo!

2011-05-09T22:02:00.001+08:00

2011-04-13T08:46:00.002+08:00

行千里路胜读万卷书

packing for the journey on 11april midnight

my dog that doesnt pose for a picture (while packing)

Checking in with coursemate and lecturer

on the plane before taking off (have a vid of take off-troublesome to upload)

business class :D?

checking out crowed -.-

legally allowed into china!

1st toilet trip in china

baggage collection

1
hostel, put a carpet and some nice wallpaper = 5 star hotel. hahaha

this rounds up for the 1st night of arrival. had some supper they prepared for us in the early 1-2am.

12 april 2011 11pm

2011-04-12T22:55:00.003+08:00

hehheh. its only 11pm. but im alr very tired. uploaded the pictures on facebook. will link them up with description tmr during lab hours. AFFORDABLE GOOD FOOD. but im scared of scams and cheats over here. well havnt encountered any so far. saw some social aspect of beijing are different incomparison to singapore's...its with the hostels that im living in and those that the local student are living in. -.- lemme watch some videos and turn in early tonight. cheers, Sherman

arrival in beijing

2011-04-12T03:41:00.003+08:00

finish unpcking shower and nitty gritty stuff. 3.41am now,, need to be up by 10am later. sleep time . oh my....im here alr!? Sherman

2011-04-11T10:02:00.002+08:00

departing for china ad 5pm today (11april11) can i postpone the departure date? oh well. will update blog frequently with pictures..hahah,, smthing i was lazy to do. HERE I COME BEIJING!

2011-04-11T01:08:00.002+08:00

Gullible. Got tricked two times.
Thanks for the dinner!!! XIEXIE LAODA. Go china please bring the panda back ^^V

HI. THIS IS SO FUN!!!!

2011-04-09T22:08:00.001+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

2011-04-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

2011-04-07T23:59:00.002+08:00

i typed my password
fail login
i typed my password thinking, maybe some letters wrongly typed
fail login
i typed my password thinking, caps? or type wrongly
fail login
i typed my password, going to enter, backspace all and think. "oh ya!, just changed my pw!"

HELLO!!!!!!!!!

2011-04-07T00:00:00.003+08:00

HELLO!!! Sherman you owe me a lot hor!!! Chiong poster for you, C for my mechanics = no marine and now this. Can you like online??? Cause there's like nothing wrong with it, everything seems fine to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

You better not delete it, if not you die. Confirm hunt you down.

2011-04-06T23:40:00.001+08:00

2011-04-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

intention are not those mentioned
best feelings are not those written

continue it for me....

2011-04-03T23:35:00.002+08:00

finding something to read to kill time? browsing through and taking a quick glance to see if it's worthy of your worthless time? then stop here and hit crtl + w.. our impatience to wait for essence to happen is evidently seen in pre-cooked food, pre-washed jeans and instant-wadever. and Even love, could be bought to be instantly available. Well, im not saying that essence is often harvested over time. im not saying i dont like instant availability and if im saying anything, its... i miss you tonight. if my life was a speech or presentation...more often than not, i digressed. not wasted, just not going in the direction i always wanted to head. well, time spent wasting are not wasted. who likes being seen in a scene we chose to cut out. sherman

2011-04-03T00:28:00.002+08:00

goodie, the crab at geylang lrg 31 is (Y) fantastic. i will be back thr again to savour it. i could use a h2h tonight. try replacing the f word with fornication and while saying it, use the same gesture, tone and anger. isnt it better for a change? FORNICATION D< sherman

2011-03-31T22:57:00.003+08:00

i got the big note from my dad today. First time.

looking forward to this saturday. straight cut fries and sotong balls might sound basic but at 15minutes in Lasalle, they can fill ur empty stomach with great satisfactory. the kitchen of the restaurant changed hand to new chefs after i left waitering there. i tried the new chef's preparation of the menu for the pastas, they were not as good as before. ANYWAYs

finish watching 500 days of summer, feel so much related to the plot of the story. daily life things going on. piece of life movie! the ending left an impact. ****spoiler alert****** "Im Autumn" (okay maybe u read too fast) haha..

cheers
SHERMAN

2011-03-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

wohoho blogging frequency going up. comfortably lying down with a stomach full of food. dad came back from 1 and a half week of holiday (3-4days in manila and a week of diving). brought us to changi to visit the old punggol seafood restaurant that shifted from punggol end beach corner to punggol marina and then finally settle down at changi. Choon Seng, the name of the restaurant that started off as a coffee shop. its a standalone old shop house on its own and with a signboard with a small car park at its front porch area, well furnished classical shop house with old feel. quite ulu and people only know the shop tru words of mouth. no special advertisement or any sort to create awareness, just its signboard cultivated over a very long time that people remember. (after listening and reading stories) they started selling mee goreng and other specialties in a coffee shop where our preceding generation at our age would visit. especially of its past location, it would be affordable to youngsters who are most often the ones crowding the beach. which means it was cheap good food available to everybody. but after decades and till now, its a restaurant that not all the same old people can visit without having to spend extra to dine in there for their favourite teenage-years food. now its expensive food. well not that i didnt like the food, but the evolution of their shop is not something that i like seeing. i guess its all because of the changing of hands when the previous owner decided to leave it to the next current owner. the taste of the recipe comes with a price tag. why can't all good food be shared without a price... well. i feel tasked to state that fine dining is not good food. if i were in the position to decide, i would let the whole world have free good food. i bloody hell should have been a cook, maybe i can do part time at home. hahaha really like cooking for people. cookingworm, sherman

2011-03-26T01:55:00.003+08:00

here's a list of things im going to get and achieve over time.

house with minimum rubbish of mine (throw and pack)
-worksheet in the past
-paper, keepsake item

sound and comp stuff
-earpiece
-sound set
-hard-disk

wardrobe
-clear stuff for salvation army
-get proper pyjamas for sleeping
-new rack of underpants (there's a theory i have about underpants)
-arrangment of clothings
-shoe, socks, belt
-sport apparel

other wadnots
-fred perry umbrella (forseeing it to be a gift from somebody)
-stocking liqour, rosemount chardonnay and a german riesling
-fishing gear (style : without fishing rod)
-phone(music+call+msg+sleek and very thin)
++__++ most imptly, i want to accomplish more outta my day and make lesser time feeling tired..

slacking on my bed, falling asleep with wet hair. tmr morning, cut my nails (task_1)

goodnight
misses

2011-03-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

song- Hold it Against Me

sounds retro like those skating rink with a disco ball and the bass like clubs nowadays. mild heart broken lyrics and bit of need-an-urban-escape with rocketing beats.

1st time i listened to it, i toss it to 1 corner like i was never going to listen it again..
but today in lab, heard it over the online radio and find it quite nice.

as for lab stuff, i wrote the program for simulation of a projectile (particle). why mention particle? because if it were a rigid body, it would have 6 degree of freedom being 3 translational and 3 rotational. that means particle is the simpliest followed by planar simulation (2 translational + 1 rotational).. ohwell,, forget about school work. *TOSS*

bloody hell. im so tired.......................................................................................and after i shower i can't sleep. maybe i shouldnt shower and go to sleep right away. if i dont shower, would you hold it against me? hahaha... tmr morning im going to get a mac breakfast, see my s.v and present my work, find a cosy spot and nap. need to juggle with tmr's schedule. tho end early(5.30pm), i need to be in mbs at 6pm... probabily got to tahbao some food and eat in the lab around 4plus..

waiting for the 2 bathroom to empty, 1 maid, 1 sister... =O

i really want to be along a nice shore, warm setting sun, sea salted breeze and feeling light headed from some wine . snacking on sushi ^0^ catch a 1-2hour nap before the sun goes down. #_# close my eyes and imagine like its happening. @_@ im a person of make-believe.

cheers(bathroom's vacant)
sherman

2011-03-22T09:12:00.002+08:00

Moby Dick
Wuthering Heights
the name of these 2 books had appeared quite a few times and never was there a situation that it appeared in way i could get it.

right now, im my lab staring at the guy diagonally infront of me playing some plant and zombie game on facebook.. which reminds me of why i ate more correct and tomatoes. because, my eyesight is getting poor, by feeling my current vision and my sight in the past. HD tv losing a few cords causing some flake. Hope i dont sound like i dont know why this is happening...its all late dark night with the computer... looking at msg of the phone from ppl in the middle of the night,, not that im easy to wake but just wasnt asleep.

dont want to talk about school stuff...

people ask me what i have planned in mind for my future and most of the time i have a pretty good idea of what i want and told them. in response, they tell me what they have installed for themselves. which caught my attention that girls' career pathing often has the problem of remaining "diversible". it means to be able to diversify into other specialization... but there was this person that did what she like.

alright need to go do some serious work. simulation code failing T_T

2011-03-13T02:00:00.002+08:00

status: bloody tired
mood: happy because i like the people i working with and i just ended work.

alright, everybody knows there's a earthquake in japan and leaves a gentle, mild reminder to the much speculated 2012. could it be the sign?? it would be beyond the realm of human understanding to answer that... i despise those that click onto a facebook page and like it and post this and share that, to a certain number of "likes" a certain amount of "being shared". i mean. wtf are you trying to get out of this.

first for the creator. creating publicity out of other's tragedy?

second for the likers and sharers. ease of conscious that you did a mininum effort to relief them? THEN U ARE FUCKING RETARDED. BECAUSE U HAVE DONE NOTHING FOR THEM. except doing much help to the creator of the page...."my dear god pleas. jap.... and this and that..." what? even now god uses facebook?

well. no offence. that's my perspective. respect. just they way i respect those likers in silent despise. as for my frens among this pool of people, i dont despise you. because you guys are exception, for being my fren.

oh btw, you "liked" the "japan earthquake disaster" ?

!@#$%^&*,
Sherman.

2011-03-07T10:47:00.003+08:00

weeeeeee,,,,, i got my project assigned. which im indeed...very reluctant to assume to... the initial idea which i had was to build a plane. which i didnt get because of a slip of my mind to submit my proposal.. and as slippery as my mind is.. brb teacher is here to carry on briefing..

oh well. not as reluctant as before! my project requires intensive c programming which i like :O not so sure if i'll be saying the same thing after couple of weeks. Project requires to build a flight simulator for actual flight situation, only a simple version of it. This is the part that makes me very sad..its a deep personal loss i feel that we are not able to build a complete version of it and be the proud rightful owner of what we accomplished. sigh..

and knowing that the completed work would be passed on the later batch to further work on it. WHICH i greatly believe they wont give a damn thing about my hardwork. Like water rushing down a gorge nobody visits, aroma that's not appreciated and the workpiece i created out of my worthiness which then on passed onto numbskulls.... DANG.

dammit mannn.. how impressive my teacher can be with my work. i really ponder. All the more i have to make an outstanding workpiece. now i got a dilemma between work and school work. gotta juggle without the approval of local authorities...

cheers..
dreadful kahhh

2011-03-04T13:20:00.003+08:00

just before going to the optician followed by work. im struck by this profound sense of boredom with my laptop which is usually my escapades from reality to the unlimited boundaries of virtual space.

last night was officially the 1st day dressed working day. AND THE JOB IS BLOODLY GOOD PAID AND EASY!!!! except for a few guest that were being tough nuts to crack. the pay, from my perspective, is a pretty rewarding 1.

on the way to gain proficiency to drive the 2 cars that are parked outside my house (parent's car), extra $ from work to pay off the license myself. Gonna be pretty occupied with school work soon, which would be a breeze for me (not that im genius, but just shortcuting it) and assuming work duty after class. Instead of rotting the time off, spending my time sensibly like this would earn me the medal of "Sensible".

Sequence of event starting to happen in an order I never expected, which is very much favourable for me.

Life is pretty good looking from here on.

2011-03-04T01:52:00.003+08:00

久未放晴的天空, 指的是脑海里想起你是的心情。u could be right that its all in the mind. but whichever it is....,依旧留着你的笑容是我遗憾没做到的事，在我看不到你的映像时，至少能留连你开心的情景。カメラのちから could have capture it all. 哭过却无法掩埋歉疚.... 对你给的爱像风筝在阴天搁浅。对你的~想念还在等待救援，只有你能完完全全的实现。我拉着线复习你给的温柔，害怕微薄的线随时断裂。在人群中的欢乐和疯狂时没法藏去对你的遗憾而暴晒在一旁的寂寞，surely the good times didnt pass in vain. 笑我给不起承诺, pity i can't promise Forever but only Tomorrow.
怎么会怎么会你竟原谅了我，it happened when i was on the train back 'home', I was madly happy. but it was back then.

我只能永远读着对白, as of the scene i pictured, from the stupidest to the most out-of the-world idea.
读到我给你的伤害我原谅不了我. 我内心急着给你的解脱令我说“就请你当作我已不在”and when i got back my clear mind of good senses, 我睁开双眼看着空白感到极度的空虚。回忆我忘记你对我的期待，i didn't mean to...no good reason is to excuse this.
到了最后读完了你对我的依赖。始终恨心下来对你说“我很快就离开”

gosh. it's actually a song i listened to. broke up the lyrics and added personal stuff. so if u dont know they song, u dont know which is the personal part!

cheers,
sherman

2011-03-03T01:34:00.002+08:00

today was a fantastic day. End of papers and meeting somebody i nvr knew i would have such a great time with. Not letting words under rate the day, shall turn in to have a goodnight.

goodluck with rehearsals and i buck up at work.

molten chocolate and a bar of reese. it all happen after 127 hours and walk along the wavehouse

2011-02-18T05:16:00.002+08:00

the time now is 5.15am of 18 feb.. havnt caught bit of sleep.

im sure when people stay up late to do somethings like game, study, project and etc...
it's because we are so passionate of what we are doing, we are able to neglect our fatigue.
which also make us dream of what we are so passionately doing. for me, dota herosss, study formulusss, being in a story of a anime, manga or drama. & worst of all, being haunted by the ghost of you.

just as the above ^ suggest, if we are passionate about something, be it good or bad, we will have
whatever it takes to achieve it. i can lose sleep for dota games and building my plane for FYP but never lose sleep for study. hahaha. when it comes to giving reason to stop studying, im never short of it..

i've spent 3 days at home with notice that the fall of the 1st paper is coming soon. very soon. wakaka...

ilovetorant
S.W

2011-02-17T14:00:00.002+08:00

ever typed a very long blog and decided not to publish it?

2011-02-16T01:32:00.002+08:00

you guys know, i havn't been the best classmate all the while but this time, it's probably the time i find a bunch of classmates that are really nice to hangout with. mild racist jokes, sarcasm and some other fun times accompanied with fast food, pasta and canteen moments. <<< this is just to credit or note down that i'd such a time. should memory fail me someday, i'll visit this blog and savour on them.

not to forget!! the valentine day dinner with a bunch of singlessss and a pair of lovebirds, cny steamboat, late night pub visiting and one of those forgettable moment, my birthday night also not to miss out the korea bday wish, this is the best start of the year from december all the way till now, so much good things happening altogether. with much appreciation and heart felt regret that i havnt been better to all of u.

this few days, will go to sch to pia revision for final year paper. im gonna promise myself im not gonna study at home.!! hahaha.

i see a good year ahead.

2011-02-02T13:17:00.002+08:00

fren's advance bday celebration kicked start the lunar new year season. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CNY too.

every primary school kid would learn the custom of cny, things to do like visiting, oranges and greetings. (not going into details) and those are the things kids, adults everybody take part in during the festive season. But like every person's unique character there are family doing diff things. for mine, we go overseas... bye chinese new year, Hi cruise and revision for semestral examination.

wonder how special can other people celebrate... of course there are those that are working on cny.! :o

2011-01-25T00:33:00.002+08:00

something that i want to tell myself. "from the front, the matter may look ugly, but it might seem brighter at the backside. LOOK AT THE SIDE THAT LOOKS NICER!!" but its not easy. but to the but, i see the word "easy: in the word " not easy ".

we all have friends... bad ones, good ones, awesome ones, fantastic ones. but if. IF. i could choose my inventory of friends... I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE....

i-am-ur-radio friend, that would listen to all nonsense, rants and silly things i have to say and hear them like listening to a good radio station.

homework buddy, any homework? just look for this person and do it together! also, so smart that any problem occur during revision, homework buddy can help.

ATM friend. Ever running short on the dough? this friend would lend u reasonable amount and never fear to have financial obstacles during outings. P.S: "trust me. I WILL RETURN THE $$"

Phone-friend. Can't sleep at night? a friend running late and u are draining out of patience? I could call this friend and chit chat, listen to gossips, talk crap and share fashion, electronics and all sort of updates. And for all you know, you might be on your way back home while your friend arrived.

dota-kaki. (for guys) Need a good game with no maphackers, no leavers, assured fantastic in house game? look for ur dota-kaki mate.

shopping-mate (more for ladies) Could use some fashion advice? I dont know much. hahaha

imma go simple for this season.
- im a good listening friend. Applied to girls only. i get bored listening to guys.
- FYP
- beijing trip
- fishball machine
- get a job when returned.
- alrighty, time for bed. *always look on the *snore snore* of lif..ee.. *snoreeeee***...

2011-01-22T02:51:00.002+08:00

这么我似乎想的很多，可是都是一些没用的东西。。。在人海中失去了方向感，在朋友中失去了体会，在烦恼中失去了曾有的能力，在自己设下的圈套中感到迷惘。。看见了你的眼里的光芒，听见你清脆的声音，我深受你存在的美。buey pai siol. my china not bad eh o_o?

2011-01-17T02:05:00.003+08:00

if i made and do good with my course in poly, could i end up traveling to many places? fyi my course: aeronautical and aerospace tech. which has the potential of becoming a licensed aircraft engineer to mark the plane's flight integrity.

what can i do, to travel as many places as a air steward/stewardess or pilot! hahaha. going to many exotic places such as the marvels and wonders in the world. pyramids, taj mahal, barrier reef, city of love(venice)...

cmon, somebody go to the coast with me and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

goodnight D:

2011-01-09T01:22:00.002+08:00

pssssssssss... there are things that we dont want to see happen. and if often occurs to us that we are trying too hard, too much, or maybe just the opposite, we dont try hard enough. Or probably we are have schizophrenia.. and then i realize i refer myself as "we". at some point in time i do wish to be schizophrenic. look at it this way, if i were schizophrenic, i can be the hosting body of many diff "me" and would develop the best amongst each and form the 1 best "me". am i really saying this? alright another view, the cases at which people start having split personality are... depression, stress and neg stuff. and if u were to look at symptoms and signs, one would realize how close we might be.

what i say is, tho not possible or feasible, how nice if you could change 'you' from 'you1' to 'you2'? oh no. ranting again.

giime a cup of Eugen Bleuler double shot.
cheers

2011-01-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

i looked at some of my previous posts and recall things that i would never thought of if i hadn't read them. which means its not a bad idea to have dailies occurring blogged like writing journal. actually it was reading other people blogs that got me carry on with this ranting which i had done before.

anyways.

i logged into facebook's news feed and saw posting of people receiving scholarship from local universities and peers that start complaining about the adult fare as they move on from their JCs education. then i look at their faces and recall the impression i had of them as it was almost vague and i recall the times in secondary school i look at them working hard and knew i would be doing this someday reading of how far they have gone. sucky rite eh. but kudos to their hardwork.

just so i put it up,

right now is the moment the poly would say "nothing" if i were to refer poly as a her. calm before the arising storm. and lemme elaborate on the storm. the semester 2 final sem examination is coming, which would mark the end of our second year. (which i have least stress with dealing with and why?) because im not those that work for distinction or high score. hahaha. B grades are fine. as to why i am not aiming for the stars in academic is because, point to point tru studying, i have those kind of motivation that rushes my every sense to get perfection or high grade but y'know what, this kinda feeling only last for 5mins, at most 1 day, hahaha. then after this wave (storm), would be a 4 weeks earlier return to school from holidays for 3rd year final year project instruction prior to the leaving for beijing for final year project in april. not to mention i booked my driving test(should be easy) for march. so the beijing trip is going to span over 6 weeks, cooling weather and idontknowwhatelsetoexpect. after that would be 2 weeks left for submission of fyp. and then would be attachment to industry and blah blah blah. alright let u have a rough idea of wad the f is fyp, basically it is to build a plane. wtf build a plane? o:
(currently listening to my sister ranting about 3rd day of sec 5 school reopen) no doubt i want to perform in my fyp and do a "BOOM" hahaha. that achievements are hardwork, before hardwork were plans, before plans are dreams. im at the dreaming stage.

so what my dream (regarding FYP) is?

a UAV, unmanned aerial vehicle, sole purpose of stealth surveillance. it's design integrity must allow it to last a cetain duration in the sky, capture images/information and most importantly without being spotted. thats why i stress STEALTH. invisible eyes in the sky. how shall my eyes look like? they way it looks like would compliment its every purpose. DESIGN (SHAPE, STRUCTURE,AERODYNAMICS), HARDWARES(SERVOS, CAMS). im guess the expectation of the teacher to be, after hearing teacher say:"it would be good if it can remain in flight for couple of seconds", quite unexpecting...

IM SO GOING TO BUILD A PLANE
P.S: plane that can't carry anybody.

before clicking publish post, i would like to type some about Incest & Rape.
sounds like good it it were a movie title eh? but no. its about abortion.

incest sounds like incense, the kim zhua, it (incest) refers to intercourse between blood related male and female. for example sex among cousins, parent and child, relative uncle, auntie and what ever u can think of or ever thought of. also not forget to mention, incest is sometime result of raping among relatives. the result of incest from the giving birth wise is said to be avoided because there is high chance for defectives on the child. and if ever anybody were to relate the child to its parents, it would make a awkward scene. So the proposal to avoid a suffering child and family disputes would be abortion. have you had an incest-ed intercourse? If you were in the position of the the mother of the child of such a relationship facing those consequences for the rest of ur and child's life, is it right or wrong to have an abortion? you tell me. Thank You.

aye. time to end.

2010-11-28T03:08:00.002+08:00

i think, i typed but i just publicized it. seeing so much 'i' in a post disturbs me abit. but not going into telling why. maybe could try third person narrating?

He's having common test in two weeks time and surely isn't prepared for it which is normal. the nights that are meant for us to sleep are often spent by him other than sleeping. may be that's why every senses that were sharp are becoming dull and every excited cells deflate before climax.

somebody told me recently that i've the tendency to please others which i think she could be right. maybe because i've worked in service line too much and be come a work illness? hahaha. definitely not i think. most probably its the satisfaction i get when seeing someone please. and that's the way it pleases me. of course im not saying that she was wrong when she said its not good that im like this. but anw, it's about the way we see it.

i often planned without doing or doing it while mindlessly trying. the realisation of myself having short attention span is pretty spottable and i dont like it.

ENOUGH OF RANT.

outing outing outing house visiting house visiting house visiting. this are things keeping me occupied and play and play and play. sometimes i feel it's abit pointless or rather meaningless doing all this spending all this time. BECAUSE IT'S TOO OFTEN. but i do enjoy the company. i like accompany. the zoo job is slowly, trust me, really slowly getting into part of my curriculum.
and Hey Eva, we still having the harry potter movie this coming week?

shit, i just saw this post in my list that wasnt publish

2010-03-02T03:02:00.002+08:00

it still hits me. even till today. anybody that has this address ^ above would see what i post here. it doesnt matter if somebody that dont know me see my flashes of "inner self" here. But it bothers me if it's somebody that knew me ._.

alright. this blog has been here for long enough time to be dinosaurs siblings so i would say .... those who know me and are taking this bit lil time off and to read these "inner self" i guess there's no harm rite? YEA !..

i miss her, her or her. maybe?

hahaha. i miss the happy moments. i miss the comfort. i miss the closeness. i miss almost everything. except.

the unpredictable emotions(maybe i shouldnt have speculated), the distance, the caustic, the way you try to be strong or courageous. and how u hid ur tears.

ANYWAY.

just some scribbling. who would sort them out and fix it like a puzzle to understand. But just if you do, let me know.

shermie
Voila D Eve

2009-07-24T00:10:00.001+08:00

a few ideas hve taken off for me and my buddy.

kinda happy and will focus on it more.

but

the jar is still empty.

*yawn

2009-07-16T00:25:00.001+08:00

when was the last post? hahaha.
was doing some school work just now for the subject Personal Development which is related to blogging. so i decided to drop a short post.

Before do what im doing this moment, i was reading some of my old post and i come to see "hmm? kinda nice to read." it's like looking back in time.

but

will anybody realize i just left another post? *bogeh smile

2009-04-15T20:30:00.002+08:00

it's cranky, couldn't download songs that i wanted. if it was the old me, i would scan through the whole www just to get what i want. losing touch to what are the new songs, games, event and blah blah.

had orientation today, nothing fantastic but since it's over alr i ought to be grateful to those who were involve to put everything together. especially when, if im not wrong, the program were ran and organized by the seniors and exco. aside from rubbish in my previous post, im pretty much looking forward to what im going to learn. look at it this way. we alr learnt so much things in sec sch, what is there more to study? it interest me to know what's there in this next phase or isit phrase of my life.

my course has about 50++ people and we are split into 3 groups of students. group 1 and 2 are together and group 3 is on it's own and we progress differently in terms of module we study. but we all study the same thing tru out the 3 years. and i belong to group 1 with is the group progressing with group 2.

I will be 1st in this course for the coming up test. which is in 10-13 weeks away.

cos i want to have something to brag when boy and girl finish their o's with flying colour.

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all the best to ph and ting's o prep and all sort of things.

definitely

2009-04-14T21:49:00.002+08:00

this cannot be. i couldn't imagine that this is true. after today's orientation, i had and still having a traumatic shock of my life....

cos my class DOESN'T HAVE GIRLS only have girl!!!!
1 girl only.... pathetic 1... 1.1.1.1.1.1.1.1....

damn, all the guys in my class can be a loyal boyfriend and all their girlfriends can have a piece of mind. needless to worry abt their dear boys fooling around... it's miserable... life without flower but just patches of grass.

anyways, made quite a few friends, meeting them to go to sch together cos live near each other. so 1 of them said "ehh, we lunch time must go business course de side to eat."
sherman's explaination - there are many girls in business course.
hahaha

just called Edmund to talk ask him some anime stuff. and im sad after hearing what he said. i asked him abt Toradora's OVA and he told me it's a hoax. some where in my mind, im in denial of what he said. why am i having so much feeling for anime? course i just love it. that's why.

but im happy still. cos i and ed always bricker over things and didnt like each other. but looks like after this long holiday, alot of us grew up and are less kodomoish (childish).. he claim to be very busy in his jc life... so. me-the-good guy is going to organize an outing!!

so we talk abt dory. hearing that she is very hard working. hope we get to see each other some how and hmmm bring-back-to-life those nostalgic feelings we had while we hang out in group. chad, hw, ed, kj and blah blah...

DAMN it's happy and sad and sad and happy. my "feeling mixer" is haywired.

i'll use 2 songs to do the ending for this nostalgia

graduation by vitamin c
&
其实还爱你 by ah xin (if im not wrong)

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when i was on my way home, i saw yx on the bus i was taking. and she asked me to swim so i went lor. so she told me that she want to digest her dinner cos she is going back to eat the dinner her mum cooked... i hear liao think, tmd ....

so swim liao i shower and when to buy 300g of minced meat to cook noodle with 2 eggs. the taste is, 1 of the best...

talking abt my neighbour, reminds me of that day, abigail. that day i saw her at the bus stop and happen to take the same bus. she was with her friends. so when we were boarding the bus, she started kicking me. something she always do when she sees me. that moment, i snapped and scolded her on the bus. after scolding her, i feel damn good =D then she sent a sms to say she was sorry.. -.- what a way to say sorry. but im not that petty anyway..

inner feelings* if i wasn't petty how come today still rmb what she did? *clench fist

then 1 of her boy friends said " eh, dont stare at that guy scary" or something liddat forgot what he said. bloody hell. i was rewinding the good feeling after scolding her and didnt act to it. though it wasnt necessary. if i had 1 more chance just to replay the scene like a cassette, and if there's nothing else to worry about, i'll make sure i make him choke on what he said. zetai! (definitely)

p.s: dont talk my words for real.

it's still haywired

2009-04-11T13:06:00.002+08:00

The feeling of being in love with anime and movie is at an exploding rate!! Just watched Fullmetal Alchemist's latest (i suppose) episode. It brought back those heart-warming scenes and plots of the anime. Especially the adaptation of the 7 sins. What is still so striking is the last scene of it's movie "Conqueror of Shamballa" where the leads of the anime "Elric Brothers" ended up in another realm and left Winry on eternal waiting.

Finished watching The Familliar of Zero, though the plots were stupid, i still like the lovely parts of Saito and Louise. This anime also has pretty much of the feeling of Ouran High. but Ouran High is better.

But what's at the top of my anime list is still ONE PIECE. Bleach used to be. but. no longer anymore. the god damn filler and the boring stuff.

ytd went to watch Shinjuku Incident. 1 word to describe. Great! It's 1 of jackie's film without much of his performance but yet still so good. i watched the movie at the expense of leaving andy, his lover, steph, hm, hl+g, and hm supposed lover? was going dinner with them but all the waiting this and that...i dont like. so i left and like a domino effect, everybody ended up back home for dinner. also a good thing since they are preparing for mid year. hahaha!! how nice to see ppl grilling themselves with books as charcoal and pens as skewers.

am going out to meet some pri sch frens soon. my REAL 1st love is coming too. nolstagic feeling eh? no! not at all. all the childish things. thinking of it makes me urhh...

nostalgia is what im not good handling at.

gimme more episodes of One Piece D<
any more good anime too!!

2009-03-21T00:55:00.002+08:00

had been eating alot and those NUTRIENT are stocking up in "see-able" volume. gonna go for an hour jog ltr morning. the last time i moved myself was.... ... last weekend. played basketball and injured myself cos got pretty girls crowding at 1 corner. then i lost focus, twisted my arm and twisted it back. xia suay... some more knock into the girl.

tired.

love feels like a drug now. sometimes trash. or maybe pest.

i wanna retire.,
55yr old wormie (after working with stamp for so many years)

2009-03-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

i saw a bird smack right into a transparent glass while i had my headphones on. imagine the impact. BAMM!!!!

i want to watch Watchmen AGAIN....

got braces on. what a painful experience. not totally the pain part but more of the see but cannot eat part.

~ let's make a pledge and we meet in september~~ -- Sealed with a Kiss.

what's with september? so many songs has 'septembe' in it's title and lyric.

September to me
- it feels like november
- need to count when is september
-often miss out september from the calendar.

ugh.

2 days ago, Abigial remind me her birthday again... keep on smacking me when i said im gonna get her weird presents. it's on 28 of march. after seeing her, i went to sleep. then i dreamt of her birthday and all sort of nonsense. they aren't vivid now. Presents? i dont buy present for ppl often. that makes those who received presents from me special.

everything abt present

-there was a girl, she told me about buying presents that are suitable for the receipient and not just for the sake of buying a present. have to be thoughtful this and that. make until today i buy present need to spend alot of time.

*hint, i like presents that are hand-made. (still far away from my bday)
but nearer to the bday that has last passed.

it's march. it would be 25 one week later.

so much time had passed since the start of my sch hols. this holiday-torture is gonna end soon. it's soooo long.

OH YA

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2009-03-15T23:11:00.001+08:00

Sealed With A Kiss - Bobby Vinton

beautiful song. take some time off whatever u are doing and give it a listen.

watched Kitaro's live performance. some of the parts were sleepy and some were interesting. his pieces were therapeutic (correct word?) His performance was on cruise. There were only 1 show of his every few years. it's my first time watching it. alot ah soh say, dont know his make what la, so noisy. hahaha. but his famous Matsuri (correct name?), madeall the audience clapped before he did the climax of the piece.

visited my favourite lounge and listen to the trio. nothing much, the rest of the time was spend drinking, eating and chit chatting.

don't forget to rmb me,
"yawn~"

2009-03-08T14:08:00.002+08:00

went to watch Watchmen with auntie Lucille few days ago. ON THE DAY IT WAS SHOWING!!!! and got the blooded smiley pin. Just a few days back then, was at a supermarket and came by 8 days or dont know which magazine, they 'feature' Watchmen as followed. (you wont follow if u dont know the characters)

Dr Manhattan- Sad Man
Comedian- Dead Man
Silk Spectre- Whoo! Man
Rorshach- Whatdotman (not very sure, cos dont rmb well)
Nite Owl aka Dan- Fat Man
Adrian- Vain Man

Those were the main characters in the movie and the nick-man-name given by some stupid author of the mag. I like all the combating parts. esp the the 1st combat with Comedian. and followed by Rorschach:"one of us died tonight, somebody knows why... somebody knows why." Simply like the way the characters expressed themselves. another part of the movie that i still have a strong impression of is Comedian's funeral with the background music of Sound of Silence.

If i were to choose an ability among them, i would choose Dr Manhattan's. But i dont wanna feel emotionally detach or have no feelings for humanity or what sort...

and if, i were to choose the most interesting figure, it would be Rorschach. The ink blots on his face, related to The Inkblot Test. Rorschach was in the prison where most of the inmates were detained cos of Rorschach's sense of justice, thought Rorschach is an outlaw. He said "im not trapped in here with you. All of You are Trapped in here with Me!" hahaha

The ending part at Adrian's retreat, the song Requiem, a piece of Mozart's, was playing at the back.

was there an after movie scene?
shermie

2009-03-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

was doing my post-secondary education enrolment stuff yet im still 0% to completion. it's damn irritating when i was trying to find where to login on NYP's website. can't they be a little smarter to make things easier!? then i proceeded with the online enrollment and when i was submitting the online form, a dialogue box popped out and stated that i have to pay b4 i do the form...!? cant the mention it in the offer letter.. and the worst was that the step-step guide did the same thing. 1st step, go online blah-blah. 1.5step, make ur payment!!??? wtf isit with them. there's another fking thing i hate. why isit that they insist on using internet explorer. BOOTLICK MICROSOFT!? ... im keep feeling that im at the very edge of being forfeited from my course...

peace today,
sherman

2009-03-02T04:21:00.002+08:00

Oh, my love my darling

I've hungered for your touch a long lonely time and time goes by so slowly and time can do so much are you still mine?

I need your love I need your love Godspeed your love to...

-unchained melody

i fell in love with this song, it sounds just like it's title. a melody that's unchained. Came back from cruise over the weekend. This trip is a little special, because this, i believe, is the first time I went on Virgo without ph, ting, sis and bro. While this time, went with Dad and Jessie auntie. Cos she 'works' almost every weekend there.

im staying at my aunt's place and when she's on her family vacation on this recent week, i went over to dad's for a week. Few days after at dad's place, was surgery and blah-blah. Had been eating congee since then on. So Dad decided to bring me on for his week, since i have, errr, no place to go...

Even though my 'fellow companions' were not there, I had a pretty enjoyable and least bit painful trip. The painful part happens 3 times a day and that's eating... ever since i had those 'threads' in my gum, it hurts everytime i try to chew some thing hard. Dinner for the 1st day was alright cos i ate a bowl of congee from the hawker and drank alot brocali soup as there's not else to eat... that was still alright. While i was suffering.... I saw JAY CHOU... walking pass my front view with his wai po (grandma). After dinner, adults carried on their usual routine... Then i went to Bellini to listen to the Trio- the singing band at the lounge. That was the best part of my trip so far...so, i listen for an hour or so and drank a bit. And they sang a few of my fav songs Dream by Everly Brothers, Unchained Melody by Righteous Brothers and I Want to Hold Your Hand by Beatles. few songs that highlighted my whole evening. After the best activity of my day, i went back to my cabin to watch discovery channel. watch until i fall a sleep. before i had fallen asleep, i rmb i saw a table next to me at Bellini, drinking 2 PSP!!! they ordered 2 Condon Bleu... each cost, after surcharge, was 400 over. that makes... u do the math, 2 PSP and in fact, still got change some more... i didnt know money could be spent this way... cos my money cannot. dont know must save how many month....

some must be thinking: Oo? cordon duty free need so much?
answer: ya. but duty free shop selling at a roundabout 200. but must be overseas for more than 48 hours if im not wrong.

Next day morning, went up to play bball. The court was empty. Out of nowhere, Zhou Jie Lun walked pass and I invited him to play. Then he removed his cardigan and started playing. play play play, then got 1 group of ppl came with a bball. to take Jay's autograph? no... they came and play, then we ended up playing together. among that group, there was this girl, 1 look, she was very tall =.= all the guys there was shorter than her except.... who else? haha. her name was Melissa. and 1 fat boy call Yong Lun.

After that we've been hanging out together most of the time. sometimes just me and Jay nia.

im going to skip alot of details that i would have had happily blog it to let everybody know but i had find myself type pretty much alr. =X

During dinner, only me, jay and roy was together. Cos fat guy and tall girl with other ppl (they came together) were off to KTV with their parents. Until late evening, Melissa and them were looking for their adults then i went in to the casino and look for them lor.

Finally when I found them, we were all at the staircase. they were discussing about going back. then i said: auntie, they can come my cabin, nobody's in there. then immediately, their parents got them to go back =.= left with me, jay, roy and yong lun.

And we played thru out the night and talk a lot bout melissa... cos every time we say that name, Jay will "jump" 1 time.

Time to expose the truth, that Zhou Jie Lun, im serious bout it, if he tries to dress up like Jay, he will look like Jay's twin. cos HE'S FREAKING LIKE JAY... that's why no autograph at the bball court. haha

After departure from Virgo, Xian aka jay, treated me lunch. THE BEST LUNCH I HAD after half a week. KFC !!! =.= eat until very xin ku, keep ouch-ing.

things that i esp loved on this trip
- I caressed a Remy Martin's Louis XIII
-Heard a band, not Trio, playing Hotel California. 5Stars upon 5, for their performance
-head spinning after dinner, after drinking 2 glasses of wine.
-had an exta shot knock-out cocktail. *didnt like the taste
-get to drink a really nice margarita
-looking at a opposite sex, she look like someone i loved. it's the singer for the chinese band.
she has a ponytail, a fringe combed to her side, was short and not skinny.

things that i ..... on this trip
-cannot eat most of my fav food
-Melissa
-drank 5bowls of beef soup, cos there's nothing else i can eat for lunch.
-nvr get Melissa's hp number
-didnt try brandy
-lost cabin keycard just 5mins or less after i last saw the card
-1 guai lan woman at the public KTV

things im inspired to do
-let grandpa drink Louis XIII before he ....
-GET MELISSA'S NUMBER!!!!
-hired chefs and lounge band.

.... i think i've just written an bible-thick essay

there's this another song that i liked and i had recently uncover it. I heard the song from Discovery Channel... the rhythm and melody, is,,, NICE.

1-UNCHAINED MELODY- RIGHTEOUS BROTHERS
2- DREAM (IS ALL WE CAN DO)- EVERLY BROTHERS
3- I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HAND- THE BEATLES
4-WONDERS NEVER CEASE-MORCHEEBA (discovery chn song)

.... suddenly, something strike my mind again

my cousin, call him Felix, he's the only cousin that i thought im real close with. though i have 4 other cousins. but he didnt go to the same poly as i did.

reason being:"me and sherman also not close. im closer to my other cousins."

when i heard that, i went, wtf

anyway, forget it. im just throwing it here, so i bring it with me to bed.

we can laugh till we cry,
worm

2009-02-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

surgery's done. wasn't that scary after all. was pretty enjoyable actually. esp the part where im under general anesthesia. i lost an hour of my life but all i felt was like less than a sec only.

for what i know, other than the cutting, they provided my with inhaling agent by plugging a tube into my nose. cos i wont be able to breathe on my own as i've alr lost consciousness.

all i have to say is, general anesthesia is 1 hella experience. imagining dying for 1hour and being revived. maybe my soul went to heaven for visiting for an hour... (so sure that i wont go to hell for a trip).

now can only eat soft food. had been eating porridge and macoroni. doc say cannot smoke and drink. i cannot keep my promise for the drinking part. cos im going 'offshore' this weekend. drinking is not-going-to-be-avoid.

have stitches at the four back corners of my gum where the wisdom teeth were located and a stitch at the bottom of my tongue. so, cannot eat the way i usually do, meaning no ruffles no big pieces of meat and no kissing =O unless somebody wanna taste my blood with my saliva. ....

doc: "blah-blah"

me: isit common to see ppl removing 9 teeth at 1 go?

doc: *in deep thoughts, no rare la.

doc: normally 6-8 only.

me: i feel kind of special =D

today went to watch suspect X. ok la, can watch. it has unexpected twist and brilliant sequence of event. somebody told me i could bang zirca's gate. reminds me of matt went clubbing then kana raid. and lyn stopped by the bouncer then her bf almost fought with the bouncing ball=bouncer.

i want to go see how's it like in dragonfly... all the costumers and the shooter boys. hahaha. ltr go in sell ka ceng (pigu) .. maybe still can see birds flying into the wrong nest =X

me still young, never see the world yet. that's why so shua gu, want go dragonfly.

dont touch my limit,
mr.worm

2009-02-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

thinking blog might be good to use as a journal cause can private. but i thought abt it for awhile, maybe not. cos even if i private the blog, there are still ways that info on the blog might leak out. 1 of the way is.... google often cache all the pages on the web, meaning, it takes screen shot of web pages and allow online users to view it. for example, porn site that are censored by whoever, would still be viewable. and how i know? =X opps!

...... ......,
shermie

2009-02-20T01:52:00.002+08:00

during BIG exam year, my former sch hired Adam Khoo's company to give us a few days of day-camp. each day camp lasted for 13hours and it ran throughout 3 days if im not wrong.

those that know me would have heard of me telling the 10$ story =D and in fact the note is still with me.

i had been thinking about the poker chip theory that our instructor taught us. for those who doesnt know what adam khoo's co. does, GO CHECK THE WEB.

the poker chip theory- the instructor aka war tank, made us visualize our level of confidence. as chips (gambling 1, not potatoe). so, at any event where the outcome is unknown, a certain level of confidence would be needed to execute the task.

for example- there is this chio bu there standing alone but u lack confidence to talk to her. that means u totally have no chance of jio-ing her. but if u took some chips and give it a try, maybe, just maybe, the lady who might had been recently ditched and was despo, then started talking to u too.

coda of the story is, the more chips u have, the more doors u have opened to u. but of course there are doors that are locked.

girls, use ur chips ... *wink

i always need those black colour trash bags to hold on to my chips =P, but there is this person who always blow up my bags, making me bankrupt.

let's do some patchwork,
Sherman

2009-02-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

when to dentist today. those rubber bands were replaced by metal bands.
after that, when to dad' s office, help him packed his documents. there were 1 mountain of it. so proud of myself. took 2 days to 'erase' the mountain, heee.

just now, Abi gave a choco as late valentine's gift and we sat down and chit chat for a while. knowing me, less than 5mins, i finish the whole chocolate. quite nice.
the chocolates i mean. then i went jogging.
tmr gg jogging with dad and uncle sim.
but i alway replace more calories than i burnt.
now i remember, this afternoon, before gg to office, me and dad were at maxwell hawker centre. the "everyday" chicken rice was tasty. then when we were leaving, we saw uncle ah hee. then.....

ah hee uncle: cmon, let's sit down

dad: ok lor. i also can lim kopi

me: cin cai

ah hee uncle: eh sherman, u want mee siam?

me(after the chix rice) : ok lor

dad: tmd, u got so hungry meh

me: shit, say too fast.

hahahhahaha,,, dad must be jealous that i can eat so much now. while he has to keep track on his diet...

last weekend, he went to cruise's gym then, exercise until blackout....

on the car...

somebody; wa, exercise until liddat, he old liao le, dont ying ying lai

dad: zzz, i could i die so soon, i havnt see my son graduate yet.

me: after lil bro graduate, u can ann xim ki qiah liao.

just now went jogging then, saw a huge husky. it doesnt bark. it howls like a wolf. love it's howl.

ahhh wuuuuu,
shermie

2009-02-15T00:11:00.002+08:00

happy total defence day aka (tdd)!! also, happy bday to aunty. zzz

me: when ur bday?

aunt: now lor.

me: wa, tdd ur bday ? so easy to rmb?

aunty: so easy to rmb u also forget.

me: no la, country come 1st ma. (+__+)

haha. i love the choco cheese cake, with cashew topping.!!. going to grow very very fat. (what's wrong with being fat?)

just now went to aoyang 'training'.. not consider training la. but still ok. the bad part is, i still suck at bball. need to improve. improve liao then got face join back the team! (i wouldnt say this if they are reading my blog.) super fun la. saw siying and so many faces that i didnt see for such a long time. i think i hurt my knee. the poking pain when i bend it.. we went to eat sushi buffet again... eat until quite full la. then we all go different way and then gather at HY's house again.

HY rebond his hair himself. Sean and me we dye hair... but my botak still cannot see the colour la.,, they all mature a lot liao. all doing different things. but luckily, we still have a bball to bond us together.

then after playing at HY's house, we went Tampines Mall. cos DL, not download ah..., want to see his future gf.... imagine 4 guys going out together... on valentine's day. gaaah. pretty fun though.

me: eh DL, we single, on V day. i alot of time liao

DL: i also. why not break this cycle?

me: ok lor.. next year?

DL: ok! must bring go out together leh.

me: haha, bring it on lor.

then at the same time, HY got a phone call from a girl and he when to a pub in Chinatown. ...

they said something and i wonder if it's true or not. let's say somebody went tru plastic surgery for a nose job, then when the person dye, the body will decompose and leave the nose there?

just came back from...from.. the vicinity. went to walk around with Abigail....zzz I HOPE I KNOW SOME GUY PEERS AROUND.

if we dont part...... ..... ......

all of u i miss, will be in my house,
Sherman

2009-02-13T21:58:00.003+08:00

i forgot what i dreamt through out this morning but, i rmb the last part. i was eating a SUPER BIG sandwich. budden, halfway i woke up and i realise i was biting the edge of my pillow.!?

anw, today i started watching Elfen Lied that Chad had been mentioning along with Ed. 1 day, i finish the whole series =D, nothing to be proud of, 13episode nia~ just want to make Ph jealous. cos he cannot watch anime everyday like me ~_~

Elfen Lied. i could tell that the author try very hard to give the OST''s feeling. but it's ok-okly done. the thing is, there is only 1 male lead with so many leading females. and they look like children when they need to look like adults. my opinion la. and also. Lucy aka Nyu, she goes around killing ppl, it seems that she is killing without a very good reason. or when she dont kill this person, there isnt a reason~! or the reason is not strong enuff. but anyways. finish watching liao.

just now, when to sneak up on paradise kiss's OST. then it feels so good listening to it and i rmb all those nice part of the anime..!

something im happy about,
im going to join aoyang's training. i guess everybody has improve damn much.
i guess even Pb can shoot from 1 end of the court to the other =O

im afraid it's one-sided,
Sherman

2009-02-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

i've more or less decided to go into Aeronautical & Aerospace Tech (AAT) . if dad gives just the slightest push for AAT, i would go in for sure. but if he pushes for the other, then too bad.

i saw the result of those graduates from aerospace related course, those doing well looks pretty awesome. im not sure for those who did not.

anyways, im sure that there would be people that scored single digit in whichever course im going. so, im not going to slacken. i need to ketchup. those guys had been getting good results all along. but this would be the start of me trying to attain good results for poly!! it's easy to say.

aiyo. it feels like that blog post i had for my resolution for O lvl result. tmd resolution stated 7points. but turn out to be x2, x3 kinda result. =.=

hee. it means that i couldnt keep up to my target. therefore. need to work harder~~!!!

i touch my heart and ask. why go aerospace related course? i would say. cos i like folding paper planes when i was young but those planes didnt fly high and i even resort to acceleration those paper planes by burning them. heee. so after this course, provided that dad wont deter me, I WILL MAKE GOOD PAPER PLANES and more... =D

alr imagining dealing with Rolls Royce engines,
sherman.

2009-02-12T00:08:00.005+08:00

it's so stupid. the guy that did the scholarship talk at NYP today was confusingly irritating. on 1 fine day while i was still chatting with Mr.Chow (sleeping) they called to inform me that im eligible for their scholarship. so i thought wow? scholarship for Aeronautical and Aerospace Tech? that means i did pretty well for my O's. the best part of the phone call is the mentioning that there would be no obligation to the scholarship. and when i turned up, strictly speaking, ytd, i found out that they had fking scammed me.

the short guy wearing the zebra shirt started the talk"congratulation, all of you has been posted to your 1st choice." .. then he mention the scholarship which has no obligation for the 1st few minutes and that scholarship is simply useless and in fact i think the origin of that scholarship is so that they can say they are giving scholarship that has no obligation. then the rest of the talk was carried on by the other scholarship which HAS BOND. meaning it has obligation. that's not the worst. THE SCHOLARSHIP IS FOR ANOTHER COURSE. AND THE SCHOLARSHIP IS FREAKING ATTRACTIVE... so in short what the zebra man is trying to say is this " congratulation, you have been posted to your 1st choice and we would like you to transfer from "blah blah" course to this-and-that course."

come to think about it, the risk for this course with attractive benefits is pretty high. and i have no exact information about it. so, even if the rule "higher risk higher return" stays, nobody with a sane mind would want to gamble with 3studying years + 3 bond years = 6years!!.

someone in aerospace industry call this person AL

AL : India is very expert in this-very-attractive-course, so many singapore company employed them for cheap and good machinist.

Me: how u know?

AL: i employed indian precision engineering technicians for my company.they are better skill than singaporeans and only pay $900 a month. and i work so long alr. of course i know.

Me: wa? they can do nano tech and operate those state-of-the-art machines?

AL: i believes they can. "so-and-so company" is India IT Techno expert.defense industries use their techno

AL: INDIA IT is number ONE in the world now.
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wtf? got so extreme anot? number 1 leh. what about Europe? Japan?

i think it's too extreme liao la. but it's also reasonable to say that foreigners are doing a better job at a lower pay. like last time, singapore sweep their own floor. but slowly, singaporean stop sweeping and foreign workers started the sweeping market. so now, this precision engineering has been seen as an less lucrative career and many has decided to leave it to the foreigners who feel that this job has good value. so why not give way for other people who might feel a higher level of satisfaction in this course.

however, no matter how hard you sweep, u will only sweep classified newspapers not classified jobs. so it's okay for foreigners to take over. but precision engineering could involve issue that's so closely related to the country and might be a threat to the national security. that's why they are hunting for local for the local demand in this aspect.

i think this initiative of the government might fail. cos the number of ppl that chose this course were few and there were only few good students. im not sure about the part-time diploma side la. but 5 years 2000 expert? wu koh leng bo? 1 year 400. i see the poly less than 200 for 1 year. some more is got scholarship 1 leh. part-time diploma? no scholarship. where got ppl want to study..

of course, this are my inexperienced point of view. i havnt see the world yet. so, what i've stated might not be accurate. surely, there are people who see it otherwise.

tmd, if only Aeronautical & Aerospace tech got scholarship.

the scholarships still sibei attractive. like the goose-laying-golden-eggs story
will lay egg de chicken, people would sell. in this case, will lay golden egg de goose, why need to find people so desperately.

dont think i've forgotten you,
sherman

2009-02-10T22:09:00.003+08:00

the 8 blue colored bands that the dentist placed on my tooth makes my gum feel "blue-blacked".

that's not the worst. the worst part is when i was eating those crunchy stuffs... today's sakae new record. 4 ppl, 70plus plates!! we only ate 2 out of the 4 entitled red plates.. GW and Chad was playing Dissidia all along. but they ate quite a lot too. Nic at 1st start slowly... say " wait wait, later i eat." after that he start eating like crazy. then the GW also dont why, go and click on the order menu and ordered lots of stuff. ok la. all can finish. BUT, he!! go and order the natto... and i thought it was shellfish's meat. then when i pull the sushi up, i saw all the sticky and slimy thing. i thought it's supppose to be that way. then when i put in my mouth, i spit everything out...*wasting food. and after 1hour or so? Chad, ate the other 1.

after that, went Borders and GW went " this place need to be boarder..." and went Kino soon after. Chad browsed around like pro liddat. keep talking about manga this manga that. honestly, i know little of what he said. then went to buy bag with Nic. but. didnt even buy a thing then go home alr. all of them good boy good boy 1. all need to be home early for dinner... but there's nothing wrong la. the sushi just finished digesting =D

flocked with different birds,
shermie

2009-02-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

i nearly forgot.

the surgery is going to extract NINE tooth.

2009-02-09T20:03:00.002+08:00

doc: when would you like to have the surgery?

dad: when are the avail slots?

doc: tmr and 25 of feb.

me: wtf? tmr? ok lor. since doing, why not tmr. (trying to be daring)

dad: but u have a sch talk on the next day after tmr.

me (inner thoughts) : heng~~

me: aiyo. so unlucky. ok lor drag abit.

but. still have to cut. sian la. anyways gratz GW get into NYP. stupid guy (gw), call me and want to prank said " haiz. wtf i cannot go poly, appeal until SRJC." want to do my 30points trick ah. =.= . 1000 years later ba.

got a few pieces of paper with advise and what to expect during the operation. and there are 2 lines that gave birth butterflies. i use agaration to type out. first 1 is - the use of the whatever drug to numb you could cause ,rare cases of ,death. second- during the op, at any time necessary, we have white car (ambulance in canto) to ferry you to GH.... last but not least, the risk of the opt. it might cause numbness that has no cure. due to the ingury of the nerves. zzz i doont want to kiss without feeling. or end up kana kiss but idk bout it. but anyways... the chances are low. so the doc said

doc 1: the % of risk is 1%

doc 2: it's like crossing the road. there is risk.

me to my dad : daddy. i crossed the road more than 100 times. but not even 1 time kana ...

dad: OI, dont say such things...

... btw and anw,, the risk is almost the same as losing sensation of the tongue, lips, chin and basically lower jaw as removing wisdom tooth. so, there is nothing to be worried about.

naan deh mo nai!!!

tmr gg sushi-killing spree with gw and chad. hahahahahahah~~~~~~

2009-02-04T23:24:00.002+08:00

ytd or ytd's ytd i login to sherman.eva@hotmail.com's blogger acc. created another blogger acc, trying find out why the blog name for sherman-eva.blogspot.com was unavailable. after i play play, i deleted the google acc of sherman.eva@hotmail.com. BUT the random blog i created wasnt gone. it's still there...

ytd went swimming. and i finally grasp the factor why my freestyle cannot move. still need to practice more!! otherwise i can only swim like a frog. even frogs can do crawling style... (only those that watch one piece understands) haha

Ō‘ōshermie‘ō‘Ō says:
btw
i got into aeronautical and aerospace technology
u have any advise to that course im going to take?
jae says:
great!
brush up phy
‘Ō‘ōshermie‘ō‘Ō says:
just as i wish
but. what is this course about?
jae says:
ya.. u have the flair
alot of calculations on aero dynamics i think
and perhaps communications over the air
some materials science as well
u should also read up on calculus
‘Ō‘ōshermie‘ō‘Ō says:
ok.
thanks for the advise.
jae says:
my pleasure.. happy for u
must top the course k!
‘Ō‘ōshermie‘ō‘Ō says:
sure !
jae says:
bring glory to Pei Hwa

a conversation i had with my physics teacher.

I WONT GO BACK TO PEIHWA!!!!
UNTIL I DO SOMETHING GREAT~!!

must top the course k,
Sherman

2009-02-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

was sleeping so soundly on the bus. until a guy, knock the chair im leaning on.

after disembarking Virgo, we went for lunch at kam boat and sent the rest back while i had movie with dad. Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. had high expectations for that film. but it turn out to be okok only. only the transformation of the werewolves were cool. see them skining their enemy and all the gruesome stuffs.

im drooling for The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons and Watchmen!!!
and not to forget, Angels & Demons.

alr know where and what course im taking for my post-secondary life. Aeronautical & Aerospace Technology at NYP. which means, schooling life is gonna come back real soon. i think it would be in 1month's time?

seriously, i hadnt dreamt or imagined that i would get into aero stuff. since i have got into the course, why not try hard and see what's interestingly lying ahead =D

in the future, after i acquire plane construction (if) - i will build my own air ticket.

i guess when i reached that stage, i would rather buy a ticket instead. haaha. hmmm wonder if this course is more of physics, cos it's engineering and im better in physics. ahahaha.

why think so hard what's ahead? if i could predict what's going to happen, how could it be anymore fun?

but there is this 1 thing my dad "predicted" (more like made it happen) to me. THE SURGURY!!!!!!!!!!!! zzzzzzz cant help but th think it like im lying on a butcher's table and hear the sharpening of his blade and then, slice through me.

i need to treat myself better this few weeks. in case, just before the operation, this would be my LAST few weeks.
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you got that something, i think you'll understand. when i say that something, i wanna hold your hand~~~~

@@ Beatles- I Want to Hold Your Hand

love this song,
Mr.Worm

2009-01-29T23:48:00.002+08:00

reached home, bathed. wheee~~ sitting in front of my wife. nearly whacko somebody on the bus back home. whoo~

ate so much today. during lunch, i had lagsana, 1 packet of 10 fishballs and 1 packet of 10 pork balls. dinner, had a phai thai and alot of biscuit. fuuu~~ i wanna get big sized.

big fire,
shermie

2009-01-28T23:22:00.008+08:00

25-28 Jan cruise trip. Me, Ph aka ahboy and Ting aka ahgirl.

this time, we didnt go disembark when the ship was at penang. due to the festive mood, most of the shop and store wouldn't be open. esp my fav penang laksa and chendol. and on the same day, me and ph got into the the casino!! wahaha. we walked behind our parents and we got into the vip section which has a bar. went in and saw people playing money. soon after, i got a glass of red wine and ph got a orange juice, then we left to accompany the long forgotten ahgirl. she pathetically sat outside at the staircase there.

following, 3 of us went KTV with pop, jess obasan, jess obasan's okasan and Mr Hwa. that night after dinner, 3 of us sing and drink like never before. ah girl was the top drinker, few glasses of beer and red wine. ah boy was most reserved, little sip little sip, careful not to get drunk. then i realize i couldn't sing well. BUT, all was fun. WAHAHA. after that, we went a little ..!@#$%^

there are still many more crazy pics that we took. all are in boy and girl's hp. arrrrrr, i cant rmb everything and because of the limitation of my ang mor, i cant fully describe the full thing. dont why this journal english so poor. (to the future me when i read it again)

next day, we arrived at phuket. to a pretty nice shop for massage. the ladies would look pretty sexy if the had a veil on. super cannot tahan when the masseus's hand reaches my thigh, i couldnt help it and drown the whole place with cheeky laugh. cos it tickles. then pop say he kana molest... after that, makan, jet ski, makan again then go back le. hahaha.

during night time, we explored places that we shouldnt be. all those exciting places where comprises of dangerous elements. let ahboy and ting's pics tell the story.

Ting's album

ahboy's album? need to wait until he upload lorh.

i guess this is the very 1st time i realize and see ah boy and ting so happy while we play together.

for those good time,
Sherman

2009-01-21T00:28:00.002+08:00

went to the dental centre on Monday. had an appointment with the dentist to put on braces. did plenty of x-rays. i feared for that day to come, because i thought i had to remove some teeth to make space for the braces. who knows that things got a little more serious. the x-rays revealed that i have a hidden teeth under my left jaw. so, it becomes necessary to have a surgery to remove it. this would be achieved by slicing my gum and lift what's above it and pluck that hidden tooth out. and at the same time, remove my potential wisdom teeth.. =.= die

im afraid ....

Tuesday, watched anime in the noon and went out with a stupid girl to walk her dogs. in the lonely park. (baby would understand this) after that god damn walk, went out to buy some material.

planned to go Ubin with gw on Wednesday.. and he doesnt know how to ride a bike!!! but he said he might be able to make it on a dual bike =.=. basket. imagine 2 guys cycling that tmm bike. do it with pretty girl still nvm. but with a guy!? ah la. tmr go Ubin liao den go see ah gua. eat dinner.

no surgery for wormie,
shermie.

2009-01-15T22:58:00.002+08:00

just finished Bamboo Blade. full 26 episodes of it. reminds me of Ouran High School and Rumbling Hearts.

Ouran is the fun 1, Bamboo Blade is the average 1, Rumbling Hearts is the touching 1.

why is a boy watching some much almost-shoujo-animes?
CAUSE I ALSO WATCH NARUTO AND BLEACH!!!!

since when did i blog in this kind of "rhetorical" manner.

i guess Chad is coming back to SG soon or maybe alr back. if he ever reads this post, i swear he would kill me. because

I LOVE HARUKA and mitsuki is a backstabber!!!
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im left with 25 plus hours to decided with poly course i wanna go.
this was a hard decision to make.
but it is easier now.

when is my new baby coming,
Sherman.

2009-01-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

went out today and met with guo wei. havnt seen him for a long period. the only thing i dont understand today is, why the hell did he buy the FF untimania book that is in jap. and... he doesnt understand jap. gw's explaination : "some crazy fan desire." he is really unbelievable, he spent every single note in his wallet and borrowed some money from me. damn. he is really crazy about FF i guess. when i was with him, i had been fooling around. anyways. a book caught my attention something like "how did that asshole get that smoking chick?" btw - my experience is good enough to write a better book. HAHA

downloaded and installed the new msn messenger platform. it is gorgeous when i 1st saw and used it. but. this babe, runs damn slow, like a old ah ma with walking stick. and keep dc-ing. haven't been in good luck with msn this few days. hotmail browser broke down, cannot view any of the emails. perhaps have to wait for a few more days before it goes back to normal. dont really like viewing email on other ppl's comp. because all the cookies and downloaded files are saved in that person's com. and believe it or not, i might even leave my pw and id there.

got the book sabriel from guo wei and i lent him eclipse. i hope he doesnt return me.
so that i can use that as an bday gift. i tried telling him that im giving him that book, but he kept rejecting and came out with reasons like he alr bought the book. maybe he just wants something else as his prezzie? HaH,. i dont believe he is such a guy.
.
also went to visit a group of people at somebody's place with my ministry of finance chairman. (dad). then there is this dog named money. i think the dog doesnt like me. cos i dropped him on the floor. btw, money is 4 months old. so imagine when we were all leaving, all the aunties and uncles said "BYEBYE MONEY." then dad said "byebye money? u must be kidding. should be CYA TMR MONEY!" then i stood 1 side. wondering. hmmm should i say cya tmr money? just in case money really bye bye?

haiz. my island friend. said he might not hold the same dream anymore. he said he might prefer living in japan. yea. like me, from island to cruiseline. so much so much.

OH FUCK. abt the results. I SAW SOMETHING IMBA AT ORCHARD EARLIER ON. some crazy ppl, they wore some impossibily possible printed tees. with letters "L,V,E,L,O,T,L,U,S,E,R," and it reads O LEVEL RESULT!! maybe MOE advertising? and there were curious tourist taking pictures of it. and most probably doesnt know what o lvl means. org...? u do the scrabble. calm calm..~~ it's just that it was the last thing i expect to see.

tick.tock.drip.drop,
shermie

2009-01-07T20:46:00.005+08:00

O's result coming out next monday. it would be what it should be.

havnt been working for almost 1 and a half week. then i called them today. they told me they left the other guy in-charge of the crews' schedule and this guy doesnt like me cos of ..... so he hasnt been giving me job. LEARNT MY LESSON. maybe what they said was just an excuse to put me on hold. so that they can have me back when they are really out of people and currently leave me stranded.

have a laugh

The organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was
In charge. Each organ took a turn to speak up:

Brain......... I should be in charge because I run all body functions.
Blood........ I should be in charge because I circulate oxygen for the brain.
Stomach... I should be in charge because I process food to the brain.
Legs......... I should be in charge because I take the brain where it Wants to go.
Eyes......... I should be in charge because I let the brain see where it's going.
Asshole.....I should be in charge because I get rid of your waste.

All the other parts laughed so hard and this made the asshole very mad.
To prove his point, the asshole immediately slammed tightly closed and
stayed that way for 6 days, refusing to rid the body of any waste
whatsoever.

Day 1 - Brain got a terrible headache and cried out for relief
Day 2 - Stomach got bloated and began to ache terribly
Day 3 - Legs got cramps and became unstable
Day 4 - Eyes became watery and vision became blurred
Day 5 - Blood became toxic and poisoned the body
Day 6 -The other organs agreed to let the asshole be in charge.

*MORAL OF THE STORY: NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, OR HOW IMPORTANT YOU THINK
YOU ARE, YOU WILL FIND THAT IT IS ALWAYS THE ASSHOLE THAT IS IN CHARGE.*

cycled to east coast alone today. enjoyed the sea breeze and had fried oyster with water melon juice. how nice. the revelation that the land from bedok camp all the way to east coast were reclaimed!! having cycled to east coast, i roughly felt the distance myself and if it were before the reclaimed, the place im at now would be next the the sea. wtf.

what's next,
Sherman

2009-01-06T23:59:00.005+08:00

watched Titanic in the afternoon. while watching, i finally realize why people cried over that film and asked me to view it like "hey go watch. very nice!!!"
phew. the movie is a marvel. *spoiler info ahead.
If you glanced before that warning..... ......

i like it because most of the viewer already more or less know that Jack Dawson is going to die. it's just a matter of when and how. so the film created many chance where Mr Dawson could possibly perish. every time i see him get away with the almost-dying-situation, my heart skipped a beat some times two. as for those romantic people, they might drool over the relationship between Jack and Rose. honestly, i watched it because it was the top blockbuster.

we eat lunch in the afternoon and we have dinner in the night. same goes for watching movie. like i said, i watch Heavenly Mission (天行者), a chinese film. another good piece of work. it presented the underground triad and its few critical factors like loyalty and things like 步如江湖, 身不由己. the reason i watched it was because my dad said its a good good x infinite good film. was good la but not the that omfg extent.

usually in between lunch and dinner, we have tea break. so i had 神枪手与智多星. the show is good for watch-and-kill-time.

so, i watch films like i eat =D if i study like i eat. WHOO, might be next prodigy.

in Titanic, they showed many paintings. and few days ago i was walking around Ikea looking at some nameless art pieces. then it struck my mind. I wish to possess art pieces from people that are important to me, of course art pieces they made themselves. and if it were to be a piece of drawing or painting, i would like it to be as ambiguous as possible. so that i can sit in front of it and stare at it for hours and never feel bored. if it was from somebody i love, i could stare at it as if it was his...i mean her.. portrait.

And there are two artists that i want a art piece from.

完人愿望, 如完己愿望
Sherman.

2009-01-04T03:04:00.004+08:00

thousand words.

even though its aware
of your presence,
the scarlet beats
still wonder.

2009-01-03T00:57:00.007+08:00

hearing how first day of school was for others' makes me think of my school. my primary school. there were 3 teachers during my primary school that i respected the most.

remembering when i was 7 years i laid in my bed that night on the 13th floor at block 232. my mum's footsteps getting louder and she came next to the frame of my bed and scolded me for not being well prepared for my 1st day of primary 1 life. she made me feared that primary 1 would be hell of an exam. so that night, i cried in my pillow and i made my bolster witness my determination to memorize the whole english dictionary.

2 and a half years later

9 years old at that time. seated next to the locker outside of 3E classroom. Miss Gabriel Teo. an Eurasian teacher that i hated most. Ms Teo teaches music and english in my class. that day she was taking my class for music lesson. we carried our music folio with our music textbook and recorder in it. before we made our way to the music room, she warned us not to make a sound from the recorder. so the cheeky me place the blow hole of the instrument at the front of my lip with a gap in between and blew it. Ms Teo heard it and stomped her way through and stood in front of me. I explained that i was trying to clear the recorder from dust but she didnt buy it. with fire in her breath, she took over my recorder and spanked my thigh. it left a red swollen.

after that, my parents, my mum esp, made a big issue out of it and i transfered to Rivervale Primary. i believed that Ms Teo didnt have a good time back then too. 3-4 years ltr, i saw this familiar figure at Peninsula's BATA store. to my horror + shock, it was Ms Gabriel Teo.

continueing after being transferred to RVPS.

i was assigned to 3B under the wings of Mr Phua Tee Tee. he had a head of white hair and his brows too were silver. he was healthy and very active then. he motivates the class with little stories once in a while. i still remember that black bean story he told the class and once he drew a picture of a bottle with an arrow pointing out with the word spirit written on the white board. no other ppl could make me more attentive in class than those fancy tricks he pull. he is my 1st most respected teacher.

10 years old Sherman was promoted to 4E, form teacher : Ms Veronica Tan. one day (i forgot what i did), she pulled me out and made me stand in front of the class and she reprimanded me. i forgotten what i had done that made her so mad but i was sure it wasnt some ungodly sin. i clearly remember that she said it in front of the whole class "You are a troublemaker!" i stood in front of the whole class and my tears started rolling down.

primary 5 and 6 came my goddess of my primary school life. Mrs Agnes Wong. she had all the patience in the world to teach the pupils and she never blow her top off for any of her own temper. my 2nd respected teacher. during that time, the sch understood the mother tongue standard of our batch and made plans to improve our MT asap so that we would be prepared for PSLE. so they had class distribution for MT class by our grade. and i met Liu Lao Shi. it's a shame that i dont know how to call her in english. she spike every part of me to do harder for MT and from a border line MT student, i got an B for my MT. that means it was around 65-74.

Mr Phua, Mrs Wong and Liu Lao Shi. spotlights of my primary sch life. of course, there are other things that i hadn't been able to mention.

haha primary school love life.
of course i rmb every moment of it.
we lean our backs on the wall, looking at the drizzling sky. i asked if she would be my first love, she was shy, i was too. she accepted and i took her hands. my heart nearly flutter out of my chest. imagine the fat and fair sherman, holding another girl's hand.

i didnt change much for this part. my heart pounds very hard everytime i try to hold their hand. Even for the last time i hold this girl's hand, it felt like its bouncing.

reminiscing would be easier,
Sherman

2009-01-02T01:16:00.009+08:00

for the past few years of today, i should be sleeping and having to attend school in the morning. but this year, it's a little different. stayed overnight last last night and returned ytd morning. slept all the way to the evening and watched The Illusionist.

the movie isn't as great as The Prestige. but the plot moved me a little. the lead actor (actor of the hulk) brought his beloved to her paradise she wished for. throughout the movie, i understood the story otherwise, until the very end came an unexpected twist. although it is another sort-of happy ending story, i like it still. cos the way it went happy-ending was ingenious.

haha, the word INGENIOUS reminds me of the first time i met Dorothy. (not the tagged one)
if i hadn't remember wrongly, this was what happened.

last year, i mean last last last year (2006) during september exam break, we had to prepare for the end of year examination for secondary 2. so this girl HuiShan that i knew ask me to go revise together. knowing that she is the top student in school i didnt decline and met her at hougang mall's Gelare Cafe.

when i arrived, i saw her with this skinny girl, Dorothy, with spectacles wearing a light blue sleeveless top with long pants. before starting with serious work, they told me that Dorothy dropped her bunch of keys into the trash can accidentally when she was disposing something. i went wtf?. in the end, we retrieved the keys and did some serious work. after that we went to NTUC to look for some snacks for a birthday party. then one of us, i forgot who, said "this packaging is ingenious." after that i said " huh? how come this thing stupid?" and they all laughed. i laugh as well after i understood the meaning of the word.

me and dorothy did get together for awhile after the next 2 weeks on the 1st of October. which was some where near the end of year examination. her result's had always been better then mine by a lot. some where along that period of time, a group of my friends we joined the a competition and we emerged as the top group and were to go KL as some representative sort of stuff. had a lot of fun while at KL. got to know a group of people. esp Carmen, SY and Afik.

when the free time for shopping at KL started, me and benjamin went hunting for gift for our girlfriend. ben's gf is one big headache. not to mention mine, especially dorothy's birthday was round the corner.

her birthday was near the start of December. so i got her a heart-shaped pendant and my oven gave her a choco cake. she was so happy that night. seeing that made me happy too.

soon after that was my birthday. that night we blew our top over some trivial matter and i didnt party out that day. our mediator, her best friend, told me that she folded hundred paper cranes with words written in it but she threw it away or hid it. we eventually broke up on christmas night.

since then we didnt talk to each other. though i tried to apologize to her for a few times but didnt really forgive me. petty woman.

then i did something i feel real stupid in 2008. my graduation/prom night. because it's her birthday again soon, i got her a gift. a necklace with hearts of red and crystal.

alright, that's all memory. there are other things i seek and purpose i commit to in 2009.

on an island, a cottage on the coast,
Sherman

dream

2008-12-14T23:02:00.002+08:00

i rmb the time when Guo Wei and i said we wanted to buy a whole island to build a resort and he, be a hermit in the mountains.

recently, another idea is to build a cruise liner. i love to have my own vessel and i could go to sea with people who like to as well. sailing on international waters.

it's easy to say but hard to be done.

i rmb all my dreams and ambition.

when i was young, i was impressed by the fact that scientists get to invent interesting stuffs or even go into outer space to explore.

getting older,

due to the occasional trips to cruise, my impossible ambition was to earn a living in a casino and gamble for my whole life. if i had not mistaken, ph's dream was similar. (how weird a kid's idea can become)

growing growing,

the introduction of diving enticed me to build resorts. the idea of living on stilted platform over the clear blue sea is fascinating. imagine, every morning, i can just pee into the water =D and maybe have a swim with the fishes. and if the fishes make me angry, i will have fish and chips for breakfast, lunch, dinner and maybe supper.

ageing ageing,

visited many different hotels. the hospitality and the food made me fall in love with them. i rmb the first time was Merchant Court swissotel. the buffet spread. followed by other hotel buffet. so i decided to build a HOTEL!!!

so, might as well put the hotel on the sea and becomes CRUISE LINE!!

maybe drag a piece of island at the back of the vessel? haha

let dreams be dreams.
i doubt i have what it takes to achieve this.

dreaming,
Sherman

2008-12-11T22:52:00.005+08:00

Pern Hong aka Ah Boy's blog tempted me to blog the trip. Because his post is not doing justice to the awsome-ness of this trip as he missed some of the romantic parts he and I had on the jet-ski.

The trip spanned over 7 - 10 of December. Star Cruise- Virgo

7 of Dec- nothing much happened, as usual, we ate and roamed the arcade. having not enter The Lido for such a long time, the new equipments were stunning and the programs were rather interesting.

8 of Dec- the vessel arrived at Penang. went to the usual hawker stall we would go by default. food was nice.

9 of Dec- the ship was roaming the sea line of Phuket. wanted to smugger some empty bullet shells back but dad said it was illegal... luckily i asked him, otherwise i should be blogging in prison by now... jet-ski-ing was the last excitement we had. walked around, looking for good jet-ski deal, put on life jackets and tadaah,,, there we go to dha sea. i was on the same vehicle as ah boy. once the guy gave the ready look, i sped all the way out... ah boy hugged me like his life depended on it and the feeling was like omg, so much an quan gan. he hug hug me, then we swop place and i hug hug him.. woooo~~~!!! (Titanic's OST playing at the background)

gotta read ah boy's blog as well.
http://phayate.blogspot.com/

if these worldly values could buy time we cherished,
Sherman