^ that i've learnt and its been a revitalizing weekend!

Dont even remember I have this little place in the cyberspace that I can throw my thoughts into for me to revisit in the future. Well, now is the future for the past posts. Hahaha, enjoy reading past post and reliving the younger me in my head for as long as I read the posted stuffs.

Everything is good with some extraordinary adventures over this period I've "blog missing in action" (BMIA). I fulfilled my backpacking desires by flying to Vietnam--->Cambodia----->Thailand. Only regret I have for this trip was the duration was too short! Everything is good. Except for the car crash yesterday. I was the driver, crashed and the car had to be tolled. Its not a cheap lesson but the safety of the passenger and I wasn't the cost of it. Well~ I am happy. And slightly traumatized.

The moment of accident kept replaying like a tape.

ohh ya, there's this girl that I've a crush for, I think :D
that kinda feeling had been missing for a long long time.
mistook other feelings for it before tho. HAHAHA

30 July 2012 - Enlistment date.
time to ....(i dont know how to describe,, thinking... still thinking....) turn into a man.

memory palace is a ..... go search the net.

i've been building mine since couple of months back, constantly defining its imaginary space's spectrum and resolution. something i would have, to share with somebody that i will be very close to.

a sneak peek;

the sun reins the sky and every 'particular-type-of' moment makes it burn brighter.

the sea deepens every 'particular-type-of' moment making there more room for forgiveness and experiences that would make wisdom.

cheers
sherm

other things are just not as interesting now.

gg to make a dish inspired by everything with fries' salmon in a cup. together with the pack of salmon bellies and leftover puff pastry from the beef wellington their other time. i call it... heck with the name.

salmon belly boiled in soymilk base with miso and some turnip/carrot, then bake it with a bowl covered with puff pastry.

will buy steak to cook.

just gg to sleep over everything and wake up to do ^

had my last paper that marks the end of my 3 years of diploma, well, havnt been doing exceptionally well and was just a journey/process to be gone through. just slightly abv average i feel, depending on each own's scale. fuck the elitist.

we tell ourselves alot of of things, things that are real, things that we think, things that we are and arent. these things craft the dreams we have at night, behaviours and attitude we display.. i told, many things.

there is no mistake. quoted from the movie "This Means War" that i watch today.

blissful dreams everyone
dream about superpower i'll like to have if I can choose one.

TODAY IS 7TH OF FEB 2012.

DEAR SHERMAN,

YOU WERE GOING TO DO SOMETHING VERY DUMB. PLEASE DO NOT DO IT AGAIN.

the caps were to make it louder more impactful.
Your better you.

i like to blank out and dig deep into the back of my head to round up what stuff i have to get done in the week. sometimes i put them in my memory palace. its the last mile of poly.

tmr study - reliability & failure analysis AND aerospace proj. to prep for thur & fri small tests

i'll like a light pink tee with a blue lion printed on the front. like the one mick jagger wore at san siro!

gg to backpack with friends. start from thailand's bangkok, after thailand will be cambodia and followed by vietnam. well. that's the idea for now, need to plan which areas of the country to visit via lonely planet? transportation from one country to another. gg to travel light n really enjoy thinking what to bring and if i start thinking so early, chances are im gg to mindpack a big trunk of stuff. anyhow, im sure to buy a bottle or two from the dfs and bring it along with me and an empty bag. gg to buy along i roam. im gg to go in debt for this trip and it would be worthy. dont keep hopes high first. come back then tell more stories.

wooohooo like T.H.E

do i look like im ready for some big semestral examination? NOOO duhh.

we want so much but not willing to spend the same amount of time.
and i give a thought about what i dont have...
then i realize i can do anything. (*how so?)

so if i wanna backpack, im gonna go!

we now are at our peak of our freedom, with so much freedom but so little money
and so much time but so little courage to spend time with ppl we crush
with so much talking but barely any action

people ard me makes me think that way...

talking about (*how so?)

money - can work
time - we can always push everything aside and walkaway
tell me what i cant do with money and time?
opps i forgot the most impt!
passion and guts (balls!)

whoever ppl, as anonymous or whatever, go to the cbox and post me a question. challenge you face or whatever with a question mark at the end of the post in the cbox. (if there are any readers ~~~~ *depressssss to find out.*)

with hope to light up the cbox.